diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies
Joined Jun 2017
suicidal ideation
can i getg an uhhh mc bullet to the skull
parent / leaving
my main concern is that like i'll leave and be super financially unstable or unhappy in some way. but i think even if that happens neither are "proof" that i should have tried to tolerate being suffocated through college and getting a masters. because living with them controlling most aspects of my life is hurting me
parent
it feels like all of the burden is on me to try and repair our relationship even though they're the ones that ruined it. and if i try to leave they're going to reassert that. i think it's about working myself up to be confident enough that i'm doing whats best for me
parent
i do for real need to not be here but it feels like giving up to say that. but i don't actually need them to reach my life goals of "living with some friends" "having some rats" "going to anthrocon" "being a librarian"
parent / suicide
i mean what's new i feel fucking sick about this all the time. im ready to go back to school now lol. it was making me suicidal last semester but i'm hoping some new time management techniques + my increased dose will help
trans
head hurtie
parent
i dont want it to be like. ok great job making our relationship ok again :) now that you're done being a whiny idiot brat :) im gonna die
parent
maybe somehow i can kind of mend my relationship with my parents but i also don't want to because. it'll fucking all be me. my mother currently refuses to apologize for being a giant baby about me being transgender which like. is easy as hell. it's easy as hell to just say "nice my son i'll support you when you come out to other members of our family and people at school"
no facial ridges to poke at while sitting around
dragonkin is trying to stim with your tail or wing tip but you dont have those. or you cant tap a claw off of a hard surface, Nail Too Short. Door Stuck
WHHWG
YOU KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GAY!!!
parent
like yeah i'll do that and then i'll never hear the end of her complaining and telling me that i'm wrong and being unfair. like she reacts that way at even the TINIEST stuff, i can't tell her that basically every parenting decision she ever made was fucked up and now i have ptsd. i mean i can do that but not while i'm still fucking dependent on her
parent
my mom is like digging at me to "talk to her about what's wrong" but she's done absolutely nothing to inspire confidence in me that she'll actually give a shit about anything i have to say
i fucking dig a hole and i fucking hide in it
pppfrt
my nightly I SUCK SO FUCKING MUCH post
i have pizza rolls
otherkin post
i have a weirdly specific otherkin of a deity adjacent/legendary figure uh. a raven of incredible power. very large, patron of an ocean town. i was chained under the ocean for eternity in order to keep the wrath of the water from falling on my people. or at least i think that happened. it was a strange vision
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies
Joined Jun 2017
