Suicidal thoughts, mh -- 

I don't even fucking deserve to live, all I do is ruin everything. I'm just a massive fucking deadweight on everybody, slowly dragging them down with me. Fucking useless.

Suicidal thoughts, mh -- 

@InTheLandOfTheRisingSun oh no, don't say that!

besides, the way you think you shouldn't have anything you don't deserve shows that you have a generous heart, and imo, that's the exact type of heart that we need more of, not less!

i know that you feel absolutely terrible, and i know i can't really change that--but i really hope that you feel better soon!

but in the meantime, try your best to power through it. you matter! so this matters too!

Suicidal thoughts, mh -- 

@InTheLandOfTheRisingSun hee. no problem..!

it's so easy to judge ourselves like this, and sometimes our minds can be just outright cruel

i know i have some pretty wicked double-standards for myself too, and if they get to me, it's hard to see how unfair they are until i'm out of the mire

i wanted to post that to help you through your mire too! ^^

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