Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

@frinkeldoodle@furrytf.club hee. thank youuu~

@frinkeldoodle@furrytf.club oh! sorry about not posting the thing i was talking about

it was this ^^

anyway, this was the year i was going to tackle my anxiety!

it's time to force myself to get over it once, so it will be easier the times after that!

i kinda lost my momentum, but i can regain it!

to top it off, these fears cause my seemingly-insular nature, because i feel like i don't belong since i'm not actually friends with almost everyone i am around

as a result, even the things i make that i'm genuinely happy about get at most a few seconds of attention, and then lost to time

but making nice things is the only way i know how to get the attention of others so i can maybe make a friend or two

i literally have an empty discord room where i post things because my silly brain is not convinced that anyone who doesn't join would even really care

but i also want to write such unique bots for it that it might eventually attract others...somehow?

stopping to think about any of this stuff really shows how little sense it makes

i'm so happy i can make things i like, but i seem to be falling into the trap of not wanting to show others again in fear of imposing, aaaaaaaaa

i guess at least it's not major enough that i don't even want to post it though

@ShugoWah@snouts.online muting retweets on my AD is a godsend, since my most comfortable domain is very *very* niche

but i care for a lot of people outside of that!

@ShugoWah@snouts.online big same

i used to try and curate a small and focused feed, and then read literally everything on it

it's freeing not being shackled by the thought that you're "behind" somehow 100% of the time

@sara wait WHAT!??

@sara eck, that's gross

time to pull out the high ansi i guess

@monorail hahah oh gosh

i still can't get over emerging naked, reborn from a gargantuan loss.jpg poster

@imixstimsandkinks you're absolutely right

i don't consider anyone broken since i think that framing paints the imperfections we all have as "bad"

but that doesn't mean that others don't look at themselves differently--so maybe my message is also bad, actually (sorry about that!)

@Gargron gargron birthday, happy!

@monorail fwiw, i think you're a cute girl already..!

dysphoria is rough, but it won't be long before it'll be easier for you to accept yourself--and until then, know that we accept you! ❤

it's always fun when someone likes me on okcupid, sends me a message, and then blocks me

i have a section on my profile where i mention my whole abdl thing, because i'd prefer weird people out early rather than after they get emotionally invested in me (because i think that would be really mean!)

i know it's something that some peeps will probably never be okay with, and if i didn't filter them out from the get-go, things could get really hard