Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

tried flipnote studio 3d out a little!

something just occurred to me; it's been three days since i started trying to get up early every day...and i've been tired exactly *none* of these days!!

i haven't even been particularly strict with my bedtime routine, but this has never happened before, is making this early morning habit really going to be this easy for me this time??

*knocks on every piece of wood in a three mile radius*

that is, of course, if you choose to do that

there's no law that says you ever need to stop enjoying sitting on fluffy cloud-like underwear with cute prints all day

you know, it just dawned on me that the best way to explain how diapers feel to wear is to explain that the inside of them is made from the same material as orbeez, except their default state is basically cotton

so, nice ones feel like sitting on a cute, soft cloud by default, and even if you *do* use them, they're mostly just a weird sensory experience that also stops anything gross from touching anything, so the end result is a little gross, but a lot less than you'd think

(pronounced like "anita") ponyta

poyo poyo tetris

i know i do it all the time now, but i still can't believe i can just conjure up cute oshawott like that

rediscovering the joy that was swapnote

i'm really not a fan of being up this early, but maybe if i can make a strong enough habit of it, i can make it not such a big deal =w=

i mostly decided to try this because i think starting my day consistently by planning it in the morning would be a good habit for not having decision paralysis whenever i have free time

i have extremely organized (and overwhelming) lists of things i need to do, and being able to pick a couple and give myself permission not to worry about anything else seems like it would do wonders for me

plus the morning is extremely quiet, so that seems like a good time to do that

today is the first day of trying to become a morning person

i actually even set a bedtime for myself so i could get 8 hours of sleep before 7am

i wonder how helpful this will be..?

pictured: how i interact with birdsite

it's pokemon day in japan!

it's great because that means there's a lot of extremely good art being posted that basically guarantees this will be a good day for me, hee~

maybe what i need is more practice being out there?

practice communicating, and practice with negative reactions--because i'm inevitably going to run into a lot of them in the future when i try to make things to help my friends

maybe i think i need to behave "extra good" on the internet because i'm abdl?

and that, by being one, it makes me much more likely to be misinterpreted for reasons of malice down the line to hurt my friends and me for simply existing?

it's weird to not know the things you've internalized subconsciously; but if that's the case, it would make sense why i never let my guard down, even in super-casual and low-risk situations

but why to this *extent*? i don't get it