so, i just learned that a melody i've had stuck in my head on and off for about two decades...was by rick astley
WHAT
perhaps the secret to my motivation is in healthier habits?
better bedtime, better nutrition, an actual routine..?
however, i don't like the lack of freedom it sounds like this would probably have
i mean, i've tried a strict regiment before, and it burned me out *so* hardcore after sticking with it for over 500 days
hmm, maybe i need other tricks. but what..?
shame
i think what i really need is to figure out how to keep my motivation up
i half-make so many things that i could have finished several projects by now
i need to get Something™ out there, because i feel ashamed as a creator to not have anything to show for all of the effort i put into things
mmm, yesss... i suddenly feel the need to wring my hands and cackle diabolically while writing these schedule entries
*shakes fist at self* i'll get you my pretty!
perhaps i should schedule myself to do something every day just so i can jump to something else when that urge comes and shout "AHA! GOTCHA!"
basically, i need to animate things... and i don't really know how to animate
so i guess i'll have to see how this turns out
oh hi! i do computers, and sometimes draw stuff~ i like lo-fi things and cute aesthetics!
i also probably like you
(also, tagged #abdl ahead, soooo 🔞)