Crinklewott 💕 @thingywott@awoo.space

ahh! i feel like i've really been on top of things lately!

normally, i feel rushed, and constantly trying to catch up--but even with an unreasonably full schedule, i've managed to shake that

turns out, gradually improving your circumstances is absolutely worth it if you can do it!

sometimes it can be hard to convince yourself that you deserve changes like that, or that they're even worth the effort to do, but even little things eventually add up to a pretty major positive change!

WAIT A SECOND

i just finished a full week of full-time programming work, and still want to work on side-projects!

i think i'm finally 100% back from my multi-year run-in with burnout!

it's interesting that something i used to be so scared would isolate me is actually where a large portion of my social circles come from now

kink communities are baller!

my irl social circles are so much larger than they would have probably been without them, and i even host munches now!

it's pretty much the exact opposite of what i expected would happen

are apples the mascots of fruit

did some duolingo

hee oops, my erbot seems to try and respond to irc server messages

i know it's pretty early to be thinking about this, but i really do care a lot about making good ones

i'm thinking that maybe my next new year's resolution won't be me attempting to get better at a skill like i usually do--but rather me getting out there more!

basically, my goal would just be becoming more social, and less hesitant to put my stuff out into the public space

i shouldn't need to feel like i'm imposing on others by putting the things i cared enough to make in places where people can actually see them

love too scroll through comments and accidentally RT something

a roguelike where all the enemies are kanji

perhaps i'll clean it up and put it on github later

the server basically just hosts a wanikani.ics file that accepts a parameter that is your API token. that way you can add it to your calendars and get notifications about reviews when they pile up

anyway, for reals this time, sleep!

i say that, but...

actually, why am i writing this at 2:30AM? i should go to bed

turns out, getting the next date isn't too hard!

i mean, i made this harder for myself than i should have, but this can now run with practically zero resources

i wonder how hard it would be to make a server that would spit out my wanikani reviews as an iCal file?

that way i could sync google calendar with all the times i'll have at least 50 reviews

i guess i shouldn't worry too much about that, because i really shouldn't tire myself out trying to become friends with someone who doesn't share the same thoughts

i think i'll just set a hard limit for how many times i try to talk to someone before i decide it's worth interacting with them. that way i won't impose for too long, and i won't need to worry about being a consistent pain in someone's side!

i guess this goes pretty squarely into my whole rule of not imposing when possible

but i do wonder if i ever see someone else's standoffish behavior as my own fault and then just disappear for no reason?

huh

i seem to do this thing where if i think i've bothered someone, if they aren't obviously close, i'll just ghost them forever--no matter how much i want to get to know them

it makes sense to my brain for some reason that this is a reasonable penance for annoying anyone ever

even though this is pretty harsh, i wonder if it's at all appreciated? i mean, nobody would likely notice one less hovering presence, would they? and if they did, would they be happy about it?

i wonder who the first country leader with a fursona will be

i mean, it'll probably happen eventually, right?