cw depression, suicidal ideation
"It's a job."
"You're not happy here with us?"
This job has really made me feel needed but not wanted, overworked, frustrated, emotionally trapped, blamed, manipulated and gaslit. Thanks to therapy the suicidal ideation is less frequent but I still feel crushed and without accomplishment here. Meetings are dreadful, there are reasons I eat at my cube. I'm low on energy to job hunt to get out of here and can't get UI if I walk out.
"Eh. I'll figure it out."
cw depression, suicidal ideation
@Leucrotta wow friend, hang in there :(
cw depression, suicidal ideation
@Leucrotta focus on you as much as you can. Practice self care by eating and drinking and resting when you get the chance. Find ways to say no to more work. When you have the opportunity to find another job take it quickly as you can. You can do it!
cw depression, suicidal ideation
@vahnj thanks. I'm trying but this place isn't a good job for me.