In case you're still doubt that France is becoming an authoritarian country, they just re introduced compulsory military service. And I'm in the age range of those who will be forced to do it. I don't want to. I hate it. When I'm there I'll be a piece of shit to all and every figure of authority.

I'm don't know how it will be when I'll be there. I'm... really thinking of really bad stuff to do. I feel horrible.

@Siphonay are you guaranteed to be forced into it or is it up to luck as to whether or not they send you papers or something?

don't forget everything has an end - it will not be forever if you are forced to go. it's gonna be okay.