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This is missing the part were I got frustrated and tried to explain things like containers, cloudformation, terraform, terragrunt and various other template and management/deployment tools and she concluded they were basically "Spells"

Please note.. it is not like my mom is dumb.. she was very much the opposite of that with a Ph.D in nursing and 40 years of experience during emergency medicine, family practice, pulmonology and pediatric oncology

It is just really hard to explain public cloud stuff to a lay person.. it might as well be fucking magic.

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So... I went from a Server Sorcerer, Legacy Service Necromancer and Incident Inquisitor to.. Cloud Conjuration Witch.

My mom asked me to try to explain my new role.. and I struggled because explaining anything with public cloud space and Ops/DevOps to someone that does not have the technical background knowledge is basically impossible.

"So you write code?"
"Not that much.. I work with the people who write it to make sure it produces a stable, reliable, scalable and secure service/product."
"So.. you are QA?"
"No... I don't test their code... I cast spells on the internet to conjure up fake servers and networks for their code to live on that in turn only exist on another company's abstracted computing layer atop their physical hardware."
"So you are an internet witch..?"

- Actual conversation with my mom..

And it is official.. Now to set up eleventy billion AWS accounts... Fucking hell.

Bleh... what unholy hour is this? I think I am going to hate mondays again

Apparently it was so bad at 7:30am I forgot to hit enter.. lol

FREEDOM FROM THE OPS-ENG 2nd shift oncall...

but Monday I have to be up for a 8am meeting as a shiny new SRE :(

Huh... firefox thinks all my addons no longer are signed correctly on both my windows machines... and murdered them all... tried rolling back.. nope.. tried downloading new ones on a fresh install.. nope

waterfox is working okay though... and able to pull and install addons from addons.mozilla.org.. wtf.

OMG fucking gods... these lamb seekh kababs are amazing... with a red-brown hot curry gravy like sauce, carmelized onions and bellpeppers with some grilled lime slices.

Just spicy enough that my nose is a little wet.. and mmm.. great blend of spices, cilantro, ocassion chunk of fennel.. I'd take a photo but I kinda of devoured them..

Excellent job..Naan & Curry (The garlic naan and lamb kadai were also really tasty)

Convience Service Groceries 

I'm becoming less and less enchanted with Safeway's delivery and pickup serivces.

Last delivery order had some really wierd substitutions.. like LET ME SUB 1.5lbs of meat for the 3.5-4.5lb pack you ordered.. on 3 different items (boneless porkchops, "country style" ribs and porkloin) literally ruining my meal plans for the evening and the next two days...

Today the pick up service mixed up half of my order with a person that drove off with their car half loaded so the dude scrambled to get all her stuff in after flagging her down at a stop sign. Somehow he loaded the dry goods totes with all the snack foods for our household on it. They were so busy I didn't really get a chance to check every thing until I got home and found a lot missing.

At least they are refunding us... but ugh... no tasty snack foods... and I really don't want to go in a safeway on friday afternoon... it is always hellicaously busy.

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re: work, anxiety 

words and typos... missing words welp.. I'm sure that sorta makes sense.. mostly.

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work, anxiety 

Wee.... this weekend is the last weekend I'll work in theory. Had my final review with my current manager which was pretty much what you would expect since I'm one week from my last day on his team and 11 days from my promotion and transfer to an SRE role being official.

Everyone seems to think I'll be able to handle this new role well... both my current team and my new team. But I'm seriously nervous. I've been coasting in my current position for a while because of burnout thanks to my shitty schedule and shear amount of interrupt drive work that our oncall hotseat generates (Most of my current team works 1-2 of these a week.. and 1 weekend a month until a month ago I worked 4 one week and 6 the following week on a two week rotation).

Now my transfer and promotion has been real... instead of like.. a thing maybe at some nebulous day in the future.

Even got an off the record mention of what was submitted to HR for my pay increase.. was about what I was hoping for.. around 15%. Will put me in the bottom rung for a public cloud SRE in the bay area.. which is okay, since I'm an AWS neophite joining a team of 2 with a combined 19 years of experience doing things in AWS.

Just... so much new stuff and I'm like... super worried about fucking it up... or failing to meet the seemingly huge expectations everyone seems to have... Fucking imposter syndroming hardcore.

Bleh... feeling really alone and out of place today.. like I don't know where I fit in..anywhere.. or if I'm just some artifact of a different time in various social circles.

Welp... old manager can't spare me until the 4th...

So instead I'll just be in the office a lot more and crosstraining during days I'm not on pagerduty..

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Ooof... just got out of a meeting with my soon to be manager and new team leader. Transition date went from May 6th.. to Monday in theory.. but that does not jive with conversation I had with my current manager earlier today!

Hngg.. being up at 9am and in the office around 9:30am on Monday is gonna be rough since I'm working 1pm-8pm on Friday..

Speaking of, I need to get this drawn, given that I have a rough idea of how a shiny metal kobold would look but have yet to actually get art of this idea. Are there any folks open to trying this?

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weeee... 2.5 hours of meetings starting 2 hours before my shit usually starts... great way to start the day..

also... did not sleep much. so much waking up last night.. almost hourly

@anthracite would like to know more.. guessing this is tags on their various APIs?

Henlo frens!

@kelseyhusky is having a bad brainweather day today :blobcry:

Could we get a ✨plush✨ pile (and/or sharing positive vibes with and what you like about her!) to help get her through this storm? ♥️

Kelsey means the world to me - We've been together for 13 years! She gives me the stability I need to keep doing my best in a difficult world. :blobhearttranscat:

Pretty much anything that came out of Mordin's mouth.

Well... getting new stealth dragon laptop on line has been speedy but I'm having some issues with the keyboard... everything is off set slightly... and something is causing me to change focus on text windows when I'm typing.. I'm guessing it some calibration on the touchpad

shiny newish MSI G65 stealth thin (got a good deal on the 1060 Max-Q version)

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