deep realizations of things i should have figured out years ago
hmmm maybe my "i don't like talking and being talked to during sex" thing and my "most peoples voices/accents are turn offs" thing are actually a manifestation(??) of my nonverbal side(???)
re: deep realizations of things i should have figured out years ago
phrasing it this ways also makes me wonder if i'm plural, but i think that's just a byproduct of language; this, i think?, feels like verbal or no, i'm pretty much the same? idk. wish i could talk about this stuff with a therapist who would take it seriously