re: deep realizations of things i should have figured out years ago
phrasing it this ways also makes me wonder if i'm plural, but i think that's just a byproduct of language; this, i think?, feels like verbal or no, i'm pretty much the same? idk. wish i could talk about this stuff with a therapist who would take it seriously
re: deep realizations of things i should have figured out years ago
but anyway my point is i think at my most intimate i'm mostly nonverbal. probably also one of the reasons i: 1. love dogs, and 2. am a dog