wolfe but sad @wolfgang@awoo.space

wanted to sleep in but i guess waking up from a phone call from an israeli number that hangs up on me once i answer is the best i can get

whatever it is, i can't

i just can't

i can't

next time at starbucks i'm gonna order my drink with twelve pumps of high fructose corn syrup

i will never be any of the things i want to be but i can't just decide to want other things

אל תאמר לכשאפנה אשנה, שמא לא תפנה

do not say "when i have the time i will study", for you may never find the time

i wish i wasn't this broken

basically i think grindr brings out the worst in everyone, including me, and especially me

couldn't decide what to write in this post; maybe the cw itself is descriptive enough by now

@else i think for me it's the simplification and exaggeration of emoji, combined with tv and webcomics having taught me from an early age what various cartoon facial expressions mean

but i also find that i tend to disagree with people around me on what different emoji express? and there's a few of the emoji mashup bot stickers that i use regularly and that i suspect my friends can't interpret even though to me they're completely obvious????? so idk

@else i..... uhh...... hmmm

round(x, n) := floor(x * 10^n + 0.5) / 10^n

round(pi, 4) = floor(pi * 10,000 + 0.5) / 10,000
= floor(31,415.92... + 0.5) / 10,000
= 31,416 / 10,000
= 3.1416

thus,

round(pi, 3.14) = floor(pi * 10^3.14 + 0.5) / 10^3.14
= floor(pi * 1,380.3842... + 0.5) / 1,380.3842...
~= 3.141878758845232...

@else hmmm maybe? or maybe it's a mistake? like "oh we meant we wanted to advertise in chicago, fl not chicago, il"??? idk

i saw an artists sketchbook at the convention and decided not to commission anything even though i liked their style, and i forgot to take a business card,, but then later i suddenly had an idea for an nsfw drawing and now i can't get that out of my head oops

but anyway my point is i think at my most intimate i'm mostly nonverbal. probably also one of the reasons i: 1. love dogs, and 2. am a dog

phrasing it this ways also makes me wonder if i'm plural, but i think that's just a byproduct of language; this, i think?, feels like verbal or no, i'm pretty much the same? idk. wish i could talk about this stuff with a therapist who would take it seriously

hmmm maybe my "i don't like talking and being talked to during sex" thing and my "most peoples voices/accents are turn offs" thing are actually a manifestation(??) of my nonverbal side(???)

@else oh man what is up with that? i also saw a recruitment ad in chicago for the police at some random place in florida. is this a Thing?

also why is there never a trash can next to the toilet wtf