Xurnami, Hyena-dragon @xurnami@awoo.space

The Chelsea Manning refrain of "We got this" is the most hopeful thing along those lines and a bunch of leftists tore her down for doing a thing one time.

I hate when I am reading a reasonable leftist take and then it quickly and without warning swings deeply into anxiety inducing discussions on things like climate change.

My trauma makes that hard to deal with and I have optimism that we will find a solution.

I wish, similar to what Contra said, that there was a more positive and optimistic leftism instead of one which consistently tells people to just not do things.

That kiwifarms exists is terrible. It should be removed from the internet. I don't care. It is a website infested with no-empathy people who ruin lives. Even the threads about people I dislike make me sick.

Never ever trust a sudden witch hunt as it tends to come from them these days.

I went from such an introvert to an extrovert with new clothing and hormones and such. And now I'm in my apartment alone with no one around, anxieties reaching new highs and just aaaagh.

I was doing some research about vlogging and was considering doing some myself but then I was like “no one would want to hear what I want to say or see my ugly face.”

New transformation porn. At my website: https://xurnami.com/gallery/explicit/inalu-to-hyena-tf-by-fortune-fox/ Artist Upload: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/27117132/ Direct image link: https://xurnami.com/img/gallery/explicit/inalu-to-hyena-tf-by-fortune-fox.png

Due to trying it the real product and talking lewdly, I must share my idea about TF peel off masks.

Peel off masks are a product where you apply it in a fully layer to your face, let it dry, and then it removes in a single sheet hopefully.

One of the manufacturers of theses even calls them "muds" and so the idea of "hyenamud." Apply it, and when you tug the mask off your face, you end up tugging out a new hyena muzzle.

Well, the blow-up occurred and things are not totally on fire. Hooray.

I wish programmers would find some other small talk topic than "How likely we are going to die in an earthquake due to the building we are in?"

Luckily, I have therapy today.

Not doing well today. Feeling super disconnected even after boardgames last night. Worried about another split occuring in the community while also worried about world events like another war. I haven't been taking my medication as regularly and going again and now I'm feeling worse. On top of that, did not sleep well last night so which might be making this worse.

Headed to a happy hour tonight with coworkers in a vain attempt to pretend to be human when I'm feeling super dysphoric.

I really wish I was called on for more than just community management work. I have found out there were two orgies and two other events last night that I probably would have enjoyed to be at but I just stayed at home playing video games. Whenever there is an issue in the community, I get called upon to fix it. But when it comes to other things, I get left alone and that sucks.

I did not get the house.

I put an offer in on a house today. No guarantee that I will get it but will hear soon. Cross your fingers, send good vibes, or whatever else you feel will help me get this place if you have the energy for it.

For those who still use birdsite, if you could report the account MaracleJack for impersonation of myself, that’d be great. They have taken a large amount of art I’ve commissioned and are using it as themselves. Warning that it is a very explicit content account.