re: mh (---), sui ideation
at least penumbra and i patched things up afterwards, stupid kitten just got overexcited and nipped me during snacktime -- then they tried to FOLLOW me to the clinic and i had to hiss and wave my arms to chase them off
all is forgiven, i scooped them up and snuggled them when i got home and they purrboxed at me so i got that goin for me which is nice
re: mh (---), sui ideation
Hey. I just want to acknowledge and validate everything you're saying. I understand what it means to be ALONE alone. I know everything feels overwhelming and awful.
I wish I had anything to make it feel better. Or repair anything.
I just want to say that I value and appreciate you. That your fear and anger and depression are valid and real. And that I liked hearing from you.
I hope things improve. And I'm here if there's ever anything I can do to support you, or make things even a little bit better, I promise.
*Hugs*
re: mh (---), sui ideation
*Hugs very softly*
re: mh (---), sui ideation
but i'm now shut off in my room giving peg some space and i'm realizing that these days when i am alone i am ALONE, even when i kinda can't afford to be, and the transliminal flashbacks alone, feeling all alone and isolated and rejected in a houseful of people, are killing me right now