very meh (--); dysphoria; self-pity
"Some people might have made mistakes. They may have arrived at an appearance that bears no relationship to them."
"They may have picked an ideal appearance based on some childish whim, or momentary impulse. Some may have gotten half-way there, and then changed their minds."
"He wonders if he too might have made a similar mistake."
--Talking Heads, "Seen and Not Seen"
#dysphoria #canofworms #selfhate #regret #pathos #bojackyoureapieceofshit
very meh (--); dysphoria; self-pity
So, I saw this a while back, and...well. Just saying, if Carcosa looks like /this/, I'd join you there. :-)
very meh (--); dysphoria; self-pity
i'll be okay -- my bedroom in my parents house at 2 am is basically the total perspective vortex and right now a whole room filled with me is a pretty unpleasant place to be. it's better to tag this to keep it away from innocent eyes and just lance this gross thing still lingering between my ears, hopefully once and for all.
also i've been having some great nightmares lately, not fooling, so maybe i'll get a good therapeutic one tonight -- see ya in carcosa <3