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I feel like I should be jumping in to help some of the people who are in pain this morning, but I keep reaching for my chaplain's collar and seeing the stain of accidentally-shed rabbit blood on it and... and then *I* need a chaplain. And maybe a shot of Malört, or as I've come to call it, "Hairshirt In A Bottle."
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Current self-image: the knackered exorcist in a horror movie who looks you straight in the eye, sucks back another whiskey, and says "Don't even bother. There's a Devil, I've seen him, but there is no God." I caught a glimpse of another world of possibility once and I'm kind of sorry I did.
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@zebratron2084 tell me more if you need? I’m at the day job trying to learn NetSuite but can try to kinda listen.
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@Leucrotta Nah, I do genuinely appreciate it. *hug* But honestly, I'm mostly just stewing over the past in the midst of a pretty decent day. Stuff just reminds me of my estranged sisters, and that reminds me I still kind of feel like a shit, you know? I think my self-image has been set more or less permanently to "cynical, spent old fuck" by the past year, but I don't necessarily hate it, it just stings when it reminds me how idealistic I used to be about friendship and magic thereof.
