Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

Wrote down some of my nightmares from last night (as well as a couple from the past months) if anyone wants to read. (Did it mostly for myself, but if any of it helps anyone, that'd be good too. >.<) http://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/26833.html

Man, that really took me out for today. >.<

Fuck me. >.< I'm going to write it up later, but I forced myself to put it down on a page for now. >.<

Holy fuck did I just wake up from a really terrifying dream. >.<

Go Pakistan! (Not something I'm used to saying, but hey, I'll take it!) https://www.vox.com/world/2017/6/23/15861620/pakistan-transgender-passport-human-rights

My therapist took my query seriously, but basically said she'd have to think about it, because reprocessed memories can end up altering your perception.

Had a very interesting conversation with my therapist today and I wanted some ideas. Subject was about whether it's possible to tap into reprocessed traumas at full strength in order to facilitate devastatingly emotional writing/art/music. I basically said that that ability is worth more to me than my life, and that if I had to choose, I'd suffer and even die if necessary. Thoughts? Anyone with a similar experience?

Anxiety, why are you punching me in the face? >.<

If you want more of that stuff, go to https://twitter.com/ZetaSyanthis, which I'm still using for the moment at least.

I'm going to be keeping politics mostly off this feed, because I suspect this is mostly an echo chamber, for the record. That one is something positive worth considering, though. <3

We need to make this happen. No losing focus.
https://twitter.com/stealthygeek/status/877367839895691264

Holy crap. SEV is going to be a HUGE deal for security in virtualization. O.o; https://www.servethehome.com/amd-epyc-7000-series-key-security-virtualization-performance-features/

Seriously, if you're LGBT and don't read Rain, you're missing out on so many beautiful things. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

AAAA! :D <3 <3 <3 http://jocelynsamara.deviantart.com/art/RAIN-p916-Solo-687780859

I tried to write that introduction yesterday, and accidentally spun a poem instead. These are those words: http://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/26583.html

- Furry (Dragoness)
- MTF Transgender, ~1 year on HRT
- Best approximation is as a feminine-leaning hermaphrodite?
- Kinky, poly, still super confused.
- Healer, writer, lover, mage
- Mother of kittens
- Hardware/software engineer, loves Linux.
- Stole this idea from @indi

#introduction

Absolutely beyond adorable. ^^ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/4012790/