Zeta Syanthis @zetasyanthis@awoo.space

It's the voice of all LGBT folks, really, and everyone else who folks just chose not to see.

Faint is the voice of a small child, *my voice*, ignored when I needed help and understanding the most. And it's why I'm fighting now.

What I've Done is my pledge to never hurt myself as badly as I did before, when I hated and feared myself above all else.

It is also my pledge to do better in future, and to never harm when I can help.

Numb is the story of my relationship with my parents...

Hands Held High was the hurt I felt (and still feel) when something I built was made into a weapon.

Castle of Glass helped me understand myself, @SilverAutomatic, and so many others.

I did not even *have* the words to describe what was happening to me back then, but they helped me find them.

They're why I got help, why I finally stopped working in defense, why I can even begin to cope with how broken I am inside. And this fucking hurts. >.<

I wouldn't *be* *here* if it weren't for him and the rest or Linkin Park.

Their music kept me alive, knowing that somewhere, someone else knew and understood what I was going through...

I can't even tell you what that means to a kid who's so scared she'd kill herself to escape.

Wanted to share something I posted live on twitter earlier today.

These posts came directly as a result of the news that Chester Bennington (lead singer for Linkin Park) had committed suicide, something I sobbed into my lunch about for almost an hour.

https://mobile.nytimes.com/2017/07/20/arts/music/chester-bennington-linkin-park-dead.html

I don't even know how to respond to this. Going to flip my shit if he goes for this. We're going to have to fucking *swarm* Washington if needed. https://www.washingtonpost.com/politics/trumps-lawyers-seek-to-undercut-muellers-russia-investigation/2017/07/20/232ebf2c-6d71-11e7-b9e2-2056e768a7e5_story.html

https://awoo.space/media/GYjqGkgaNk169v-huzU

Like... Holy shit. https://awoo.space/media/mhnBhSrQzHBWhEYoKF4

I can't get over how awesome these shots are. This guy is really, really good. (And also brave.) http://opacity.us/site82_coal_brook_breaker_power_station.htm

Just in case anyone here likes exploring, this site is fantastic. :) http://opacity.us/gallery218_cathedrals_of_steel.htm

I think I might actually be crying. ;_;

Like, seriously, this is FUCKING AMAZING.

Like, that's amazing enough that I'm going to show my therapist. <3

This is so beautiful. >.< Serious and beautiful discussion of trauma in a video game, where the game (and the discussion) actually gets it right.

Injustice 2: Trauma Survival - Harley Quinn's Greatest Fear - Extra Credits
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2Js7ZeFLt8

The world got a little bit brighter today. <3 https://www.nytimes.com/2017/07/17/us/chicago-bail-reform.html?sm

And *no,* he left still not comprehending why this was a problem. D: