I tend to use the term 'drabunny' and 'bunny' interchangably. I think because I tend to keep my dragon side in most of the time. It's not even supposed to come in til later in life!

Maybe drabunnies just... age super super slow, cause of dragon genes interacting with bunny person genes. It takes like 50-100 years to be even a teenager to a drabunny. That'd explain why I always feel so kid-like.

I tend to actually have issues conceptualizing my own age. Because I never feel like an adult but I feel like I need to do adult things. I've been at least good at not requiring I give up kid-like things to be mature, but I've still felt the pressure to be the smart, in control one for others. To be mature to lead. To be the mom. So I feel so conflicted, like I'm trying to have it both ways.

So I feel like I'm in some liminal space between being a kid and being an adult. Not even teenager like, just... Nowhere, really. I guess that sorta contributes to why I want my partners to sorta help define me, I guess... to tell me I *am* something, to reaffirm a place that I'm allowed to be.

There's always been this huge focus in my kinks of wanting my partner to just tell me what they are envisioning me as. It doesn't need to be a transformation, though it's certainly fun to 'discover' that it's happening.

I guess that's one of the reasons I love trickster types, too. Being silly and strange, viewing the world very differently from standard adults. And also fae... being able to have been around, to have had experience and understand some stranger truths.. but also to be able to not have experienced everything, to still be new at things, and still have that young wonder. The eternal child.

Hi welcome to Krissy, the land of endless introspection! Identity? Expression? Symbolism? Kinks? Especially those, tbqh.