lewd or at least confused on main
My libido definitely exists, but not like everything I was ever told about male libidos.
On a 1-10 scale where 1 is “I’m a perfectly happy eunuch” and 10 is “raging boner at day job gonna tug off in the bathroom NOW” I exist at a 4-6 at nearly all times. It’s a bit like how I’m not necessarily going to visit a dispensary, play video games or get doughnuts but as soon as weed, games or doughnuts are around I’m almost always REALLY into it.
Does this make sense?