mh -
my brain is currently reacting to I think, a combination of heat/crowds earlier, bank account steadily losing money, exploitative recruiters calling, vacation coming towards a close and 45's regime to get me to "this is useless. I'm not supposed to move up here, I'm supposed to be trapped in NorCal being a disposable office employee."
I am currently trying to throw CBT and wasting time online at this.
mh -
@Leucrotta *gentle support hugs* Might want to leave off on the news for a bit? Next couple months are going to be horrible, and we'll need our energy in and after November. (Plus, your health has to come first.)
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@zetasyanthis this was more of a brief, nasty little spike than anything longer lasting where I'd really want to shift how I'm doing things.
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@Leucrotta yah, sounds like a bad brain crash. I hope that your brain recovers and comes back to the reality where you get to move up here being non-disposable and non-trapped asap. :]