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Being High is bending the rules

Or maybe making me able to see my own magic at work against the rules.

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I guess I'm allowed to feel this good, right?

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I'm allowed to be as real as I can be. work magic sparks across the wires and dance to some fire

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I can allow myself to not just say that I am.
but to be who I am
and believe who I am
It's okay if I relax to the reality of that against the fear of not being in my right mind

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Maybe I was the only one that ever stood in my way of fully believing that I'm not human, and feeling that Knowing.

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@Oneironott What I find is that the weed and the alcohol and the sex and the music and the ritual are tools that make getting to the magic easier. Some tools have side effects, but faster results. Some tools are less predictable but more potent. Respect your tools, hone your practice, and remember that the magic is always there even without the tools, if you can get to it. If not, that's what the tools are for.

MtA calls them _foci_ for a reason.

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