Atypical dysphoria
Very interesting. I feel as though I am more emotional than a typical male*, but that may be self-delusion/aggrandizement; however, at the same time, I also have the amped anger & anxiety--to the point which I know something is wrong with but am powerless to stop it. Likewise for libido, which is something I've often wished I could sublimate at-will, as to not have the ever-present spectre of "Can I f**k this person?" tainting every interaction.** (cont.)
Atypical dysphoria
@KawaSeadrake
The resultant cyclone of instinct vs emotion usually lands me in the same or similar anxious, depressive isolation you described.
Appreciate your candor with your responses to my prying questions!
* - AMAB, I claim NB (male/agender), but always fear that I may just be a cis charlatan, appropriating things that are not mine.