updates, sad thoughts
So the medication brother started is the actual chemotherapy meds.
It's a 30-day dose. After that, I guess they'll decide from there if he needs more or to move ahead with transplant.
I'm here until then.
I give up on BM. and the eclipse. They're clearly not happening.
friends and family've said 'focus on getting there next year', and i just can't.
i can't plan because as far as i can tell next year will be worse. either i won't have money or time or both. likely both.
@neonNeptunian Don't ever feel like you have to be quiet. Even when you're sad, just knowing you're there cheers me up. And it inspires me to get myself back together as fast as possible, so I can start being of some help again. We're all gonna get through this stuff together if it's at all possible. *hug*