I will be doing more readings in a little bit, once work calms down. But until then... A note.
The fae tell stories. But through sheer technicality, they do not lie. A story may be told to deceive or obfuscate, but to them, all stories are true, somewhere, somehow, somewhen. But the stories you believe in have much more power.
A bit sentimental tonight. I don't always say it enough, but those of you who've stayed in my life, you are so very important to me. You are my dear family, and I love you.
Hm... I realize my deck Doesn't have The Hero in it, and I feel that's important. But I do have both family and parent... Does The Star of Masks fit Hero well enough?
Kink - Fat-fur, Ageplay, mobility struggles
It's always weird to imagine struggling as a *fantasy* I *want*, but there it is. I want to be back in school, struggling to get to class on time due to my size, being an inconvenience that people still are willing to be friends with. I want to be remembered and loved, but also still kind of a pain... Just everyone knowing me for having accidentally smooshed other kids against lockers and stuff.
Kink - Fat-fur, Ageplay, mobility struggles
Drawn by Samael, him playing with perspective. Wanted to share. Just... that feeling of having to move a LOT of mass, the struggle, and feet baarely sticking out of calves.... A lot of really great elements here.
https://awoo.space/media/14rMyfKIQgVtUSe2etU
Tarot of the Fae - WIP - Stories
The Stories/Tales
Void - Banality
Eye - Deception
Edge - Tragedy
Monument - Journey
Crossroads - Transition
Star - Prophecy
Shield - Justice
Treasure - Comedy
Loop - Truth
Ultimate - Dream
And that's what I got so far. I'm happy with the general idea. Need to work with it some more. Conceptualize actual art per card, who I could commission to do it, if I can even manage that. Maybe need to work in another suit or two, I feel like there's some concepts it's missing. And rework a few that are a little more edge case or where there's too much overlap or not clear enough symbolism. Please share your thoughts if you have any! Can also clarify thoughts on specific cards if you want!
Tarot of the Fae - Numbers 3
Legion - Currently imagining a symbol kinda like... an upside T with 6 extra lines coming out of it, fanning out towards the top -Incomprehensible, the ultimate/final (Fitting that this was the one that brought me over the character limit, requiring a 3rd post all to itself, lol)
Tarot of the Fae - Numbers 2
Star - A star - Fate, the divine, circumstance of birth, the immutable predefined self
Shield - A hexagon - Borders, protection, isolation, defense, home
Treasure - A 7 pointed star (imagine the sparkle in comics on a gold piles) - Fortune, misfortune, the unexpected, providence
Loop - Either an empty circle or the infinity sign, but not sure yet - Nature, recurrence, routine, history, future
Tarot of the Fae - Numbers 1
The 'numbers' are symbols, they have broad representations and can symbolize very different things depending on the suit expressing them.
Void - no symbol - Inversion, absence
Eye - a monochrome eye - perception, surface level, single mindedness
Edge - A curved line - Duality, precipice, division, danger
Monument - A triangle/pyramid - Work, intention, construction, progression, improvement
Crossroads - An X - Decision points, confusion, becoming lost, insecurity
Tarot of the Fae - Suits
The Blade one cuts the world with, actions and consequence. The Crown that wields it in your name, the Masters we answer to. The Masks we hide behind and look into, the Actors in our life and roles we act out. And the Forces guiding it all.
(I may decide on more suits later, still a few concepts missing in the deck, but I really love the current setup of the symbols)
Tarot of the Fae - WIP - Forces
Forces:
Void - Nothing
Eye - Union
Edge - Division
Monument - Order
Crossroads - Disorder
Star - Fate
Shield - Kingdom
Treasure - Fortune
Loop - Time
Legion - Everything
Tarot of the Fae - WIP - Actors
Actors:
Void - The Dead
Eye - The Monster
Edge - The Rival
Monument - The Ruler
Crossroads - The Lover
Star - The Family
Shield - The Parent
Treasure - The Friend
Loop - The Child
Legion - The Stranger
Tarot of the Fae - WIP - Masters
Masters:
Void - Freedom
Eye - Obsession
Edge - Destruction
Monument - Progress
Crossroads - Confusion
Star - Prophecy
Shield - Law
Treasure - Greed
Loop - Tradition
Legion - Servitude
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