status update, vent, brainglitch
Still no date set on transplant. New medications for sibling to try, requiring a few days of hospital stay just in case. More waiting.
I don't know when this will end.
And even if/when it does, it feels like there'll be just...more hurt awaiting. Any thoughts of making plans in my head get cut off by screaming of the more likely scenario of their failure.
Five of Cups, but there's no bridge, no way past; the horizon is blotted out.
odds of BM happening at 15%.
status update, vent, brainglitch
@neonNeptunian why are they having you there before a date is set? short notice thing?
status update, vent, brainglitch
@neonNeptunian erg all the way around then :/ medical shenanigans are bad enough without shuffling the date on you