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re: really weird observation, GOOD NEWS 

THE DRAWERS IN THE BATHROOM AREN'T FALSE DECORATION

The toothbrush was out of sight all along D:

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really weird observation, roommates, germaphobes beware 

So I cleaned the bathroom 2 days ago?
Like REALLY scrubbed that shit in ways I didn't even know bathrooms could be dirty. Ew.

But.

All the stuff on the counter was put on a shelf in the closet. Things that have returned?

-My toothbrush
-My toothpaste
-My mouthwash
-A Roommate's toothpaste.

Uh... uhm.... UHM.

re: status of my day: ( - mh) 

@Rosemary Some food and watching my bird take a bath helped a lot. But thank you for the offer! *Hugs*

re: status of my day: ( + mh I guess) 

but hey, I got the fucking bathroom scrubbed in ways I dunno if it's been touched for months.

Gods that was disgusting but I got through it without much more problem than sweating.

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status of my day: ( - mh) 

stream, very short.
crying.
hand shaking again. It's been a while since that stress reaction's been a thing.

re: mh ( +? ) 

@Motodrachen yes, or at least, a non negligible number are. The last one I had seemed to not really GET it outside of policing bloodcounts <_<

re: mh ( +? ) 

@Motodrachen I mean I just want someone who I don't need to be the one to explain HRT to.

Non-male ideally, but that seems unlikely.

re: mh ( +? ) 

@IrisKalmia yeah that's what I've been trying to do but everything's coming up like, the other side of the city of clincs that don't exist :/

mh ( +? ) 

how even does one find a therapist and GP? This feels like something adults just DO.

A post about CBT 

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.

Not what I thought CBT stood for.

Looking for a therapist. Huh.

re: mh (-? maybe +? I dunno) 

@zetasyanthis *stares at journal sitting next to the bed for weeks now, untouched* <_< yeah

mh (-? maybe +? I dunno) 

The sensation I have of constantly on the edge of losing focus on what I'm done. The inability to have a stable life routine at all even though I very much want one...

I deeply hope that's... some kinda of mental oddity? I want it to be a problem I can fix, cause if this is being typical brain situations and not depression or something... Oof. That's actually fucking scary.

Yeah I'm gonna start the look for a therapist again this week. I keep meaning to. I'm actually going to do it this time.

re: An in depth review of Roadqueen: Eternal Roadtrip To Love 

@chimerror I mean.... yeah, Vega IS kinda like that <_<

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