headspace depressiony things? 

That feeling when one 'face' has been out and taking a lot of stress and shifting to another for a while actually feels like the former is taking a break and the latter is a less shitty mood.

Brains are weird and sometimes it feels like there's too many people in mine D:

headspace depressiony things? 

@Draekos Oh, I didn't know you were multiple/semimultiple/whatever-the-word-is.

Brains are weird indeed! I hope your weirdness remains tolerable or even positive. It's so hard to find a place that honors warranty on brains.

headspace depressiony things? 

@Felthry it's uhm... an odd mix of plural and just general 'creative person gets too into things'?

I often refer to which character is in the driver's seat? Partly because I enjoy just presenting differently, but I've noticed I actually act differently too. Not like, drastic swings or anything, just slighty different trains of thought. Is enjoyable.

headspace depressiony things? 

@Draekos @Felthry I actually lean into this thinking/narrative a good deal. It's one reason how I've kept a decent wrap on things anyway? ^^'
We do tend to act different. I mean it's... slight personality shifts, trains of thought and.. probably most obvious is phantom limbs ^^'

headspace depressiony things? 

@Felthry @Draekos I guess it's like... If it's real okay. If it's 'play' than also okay that's cool too.

headspace depressiony things? 

@Oneironott @Draekos And yeah, I'd agree with that. Just... Not knowing which one it is can get to me, sometimes. I just... want to be comfortable playing as characters again. I haven't in ages, outside of a few very specific contexts.

I dunno. This stuff's hard.

headspace depressiony things? 

@Felthry @Draekos It is. I can't explain why I'm simultaneously plural and a writer with hundreds of characters that -aren't- headmates either ._.' I try not to focus on "what" it is and focus more "that" it is.

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headspace depressiony things? 

@Oneironott @Draekos That's what I want to be able to do. To just accept that things are how they are, without worrying about what precisely how they are is.

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