re: self-negativity
Rosemary took over for a little bit to let me calm down and... I guess I'm feelilng better now. I don't have any answers any more than I did then but I at least don't feel as awful as I did then
self-negativity
feeling kinda, bad about how non-confrontational we are
we can never seem to commit too much to anything out of a fear of losing friendships or something
i wonder how much of our opinions are truly our own and how much are "this opinion will get us into the fewest arguments with people"
I really don't know
@Frinkeldoodle (easier to us, that is. there are way fewer things that can go wrong when you work at a low level and don't have to worry about things like memory segmentation and operating systems getting in your way)
@Frinkeldoodle when necessary, yes. assembly is way easier than high level languages because one instruction is one instruction and the compiler doesn't do anything weird
but also we try to avoid using any sort of processor at all when we can. much easier that way.
one of the ridiculous nitrogen ones like azidoazide azide or pentazene pentazolate would probably be the most terrifying-sounding ones in general but the former of those has no industrial use (it explodes when you look at it funny) and the latter has never been successfully synthesized in the first place
(the story being about being trans is also a good thing! but we have a lot of those, we don't have a lot of stories that portray it as something that other people can do too though, things that show it as a normal thing to question one's gender, not something that just main characters do but something npcs can do too)
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