there should be more stories that are not specifically about being trans that involve characters--minor or major, but not main characters--whose gender changes through the story
(I say not main characters because if a main character realized they were trans partway through, that kind of makes at least part of the story about being trans)
and i don't mean some kind of magic transformation thing, I mean they change their presentation and pronouns and name and stuff
it sounds like i did but it was kind of a misunderstanding and i think it's probably going to be okay? still high anxiety though it's getting lower
worried I might have upset a very close friend and not sure if they're talking about me but also really really not wanting to lose that friendship
(it is currently apple season and so the grocery stores have lots of (non-alcoholic) apple cider in stock and it is very good, we got a gallon of it last time we went to the store)
(however if you go around saying that anything you don't understand is Evil then you should probably stop that too)
this applies even if you fail to understand something; the fact that you don't understand does not make you a bad person. You don't call someone a bad person because they can't wrap their head(s) around calculus, right? (well, if you do, then stop that)
There are definitely more profound realizations out there and even ones we've had but something about that one just seems... really meaningful? especially in the context of entropy always increasing.
Fun fact: The Czochralski process, which is one of the best ways to produce large single crystals of a material (used industrially to produce exceptionally pure silicon crystals for semiconductor devices), was invented when the Polish chemist Jan Czochralski accidentally dipped his pen in a pot of molten tin instead of an inkwell.
Moral of the story: keep pots of molten tin around, maybe you'll accidentally get your name attached to a hugely important industrial process
i'm sure that was a design decision that made some amount of sense at the time but it's kind of weird since that's something that would be a very special-purpose application today
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