Goldkin @Goldkin@awoo.space

@mawr 💖. You are a good person and a good ✨plush✨, Mawr.

I know I keep saying I'm going to be better at this, that I should try to reach out to people again, and that that keeps kind of falling onto the floor. I guess I've kind of forgotten _how_, for lack of practice and higher levels of anxiety than my baseline in 2014/2015.

I guess the recurring theme is, I really want to stop being the person that holds things together. I really shouldn't have to be, and I really want to just be a person again. Y'know?

I've come to realize that I come off as surly and distant because I spend way too much time tending to obligations (house, work, finances), and too little actually having fun or interacting anymore.

I keep justifying this to myself as putting off fun for another day to keep everything stable. But I... don't like constantly being the person that does that.

I guess that also makes it really easy for people to grow distant, too, which makes it hard to break the pattern.

This time of year is always hardest for me, because I want to be with the people I care about, but often cannot be.

The past few years, I put work and family obligations ahead of seeing friends and being around people that were genuinely good for me. I've found that has left me reticent and anxious when I... would much rather spend the holidays with folks I enjoy spending them with.

I'm trying to break that pattern. Probably imperfectly this year, but still, progress.

@Rosemary Kakariko is also burning when you get there, but they never explain why, or why it causes no real damage. I forget if they establish it as being caused by Ganon.

The latter games do give him more of a complex backstory, esp Skyward Sword. But in the moment in Ocarina, there really isn’t much to go on other than “he has the triforce of power and is eeeeevil, so whatever he summons must be terrible”.

I guess the case can be made that Bongo Bongo is just... chaos, and not really evil.

Update: Spyro 2 has a distinct lack of dragon dads, and it makes me want to play the first one again.

Also, Copano is my favorite. 💖

@Rosemary The cutscene people skip by getting Shadow temple early, in which he wrecks Kakariko Village because.... *handwave handwave Shiek says so, world is controlled by Ganon now or something*

@KendanKip@snouts.online “What do you mean I’m supposed to fight Vaal Hazak without the spinjump?”

Just a reminder that if you’re voting in WA or OR, corporations are lying to you about how food is taxed to give themselves a tax break: https://www.nytimes.com/2018/11/02/health/grocery-taxes-oregon-washington-soda-tax.html

@Dex @Xkeeper Toby warned that the uninstaller app deletes the whole folders that it manages. Could that be a possible source of the bug?