My story/app You're Gone is out now! http://makyo.io/youre-gone
You’re Gone is an exploration in grief, told through instant messages to a dead loved one.
Bump, 'cause I'm proud of it!
Why Phoenix is Closed This Morning
Update to this - Electrician is here and fixing the light now. Once that’s done it’s a simple matter to open. Now comes the fun of documenting the damages and talking to our insurance company.
Why Phoenix is Closed This Morning
Sometime last night a recurring roof leak we have had in this building caused the collapse of a ceiling tile. On the way down it took out a light fixture, so we can’t currently open. I’ve got all relevant fixes in progress, but it’s going to take time. And until the light is fixed we can’t really open (Cause the light is on the same circuit as our internet and back office stuff).
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A Gentle Reminder
Don’t forget to make time for yourself. This year has swept up on so many of us, and it’s important that we make time for self care. Without that care we cannot be our best selves, only pale imitations struggling through life.
So take a minute to meditate. Go walk on the beach or in a forest glade. Ride a bike or see a movie you love. Replay a favorite video game. The world will still be here when you get back, and you’ll be in a better shape to handle it because you rested.
Feeling Dumb (Food)
*facepalms* and it happened again. I called their customer service line and the delivery driver is going back to the restaurant to pick up the correct order. >.<
Feeling Dumb (Food)
I decided to order BW3s this evening through grub-hub. An hour ago I put in the order and miss-ordered. I didn't catch the mistake til it got here and now I have wings I can't eat and have had to put in a _second_ order from the same company....which means I am not eating until nearly 9 and I'm @#$%ing hungry.
Work Thoughts
I sent cool kid home today almost 2 hours early cause he wasn’t feeling well. That coupled with beanie’s rather excessive cat-like behavior last week made me realize something a lot of you have been probably shouting at me internally for a while. I’m too averse to confrontation. Maybe it’s cause I don’t like having to be prepared to replace someone.
What I do know is that when I don’t confront them, the behavior gets worse. So maybe I just need to be prepared to be the “bad guy.”
Washington State Politics (sharing requested)
Those Fuckers are at it again: http://app.leg.wa.gov/billsummary?BillNumber=1011&Year=2017
I've already sent my comment. Please boost and send your comments to the legislature if you're in WA. We need to kill this shit again.
Day Summary (~+ Drug mention))
Izzy and I managed to talk things through to the point where we weren't setting each other off (and the pen's influence definitely helped on my end). We ended up going out for dinner, and taking some time to plan out meals for the week; get some shopping done and prep the first of said meals and his breakfasts. And I got almost all of our outstanding laundry done.
...a hecking long day, but at least it has ended well enough. x.x
Day Summary (~+ Drug mention))
Today was definitely what I would call tumultuous. Woozle and I had to have a talk about finances with each other; the shape and the form of that conversation burned us both out pretty bad and necessitated a mutual withdrawal to our respective quiet areas.
I realized I was starting to have an anxiety attack, and turned to the tool I had available (the vape pen). 2 puffs and a very surreal walk around the neighborhood for my exercise and I had centered myself...
Late Night Musings on Woo and Life
Sometimes I question my place in the world and the community. I don't have exceptional artistic talent. My ability to wield words is spotty at best.
The one thing I seem to enjoy most is to listen to a tale told; to take it into my head as though to record it everlasting.
Mood Update (~~~)
If I’m distant or quiet today please be patient with me. I don’t appear to have a lot of energy, I’m about to leave to deal with in-laws, and I am struggling with some thoughts about my role in one of the communities I am a part of (MtG). And I’ve had what feel like a couple of social fuckups on my end.
I’m gonna try to take today easy. Gonna see Star Wars with @trouffee and @emanate at the end of the night. I hope that is what I need to do today.
I think @Soreth is awake and bread is being made. Cause the vent system above my bed is now blowing delicious smells directly into my nose.
Solstice Thoughts
Also, in case you need some hope - people like this still exist in the world. This was recorded a year and a half ago. It brought me hope then, and the core message is still hella relevant now.
Plant bunny. Formerly a lion. Prone to pondering about gender, sex, and life in general. May be NSFW at times. Pronouns: He/Him or They/Them (either works)