despair, minor drugs mention
Had to cry so much today that it feels like we're hollowed out now @.@ relieved that job search is over but now the despair of "oh yeah, we have to work for a good chunk of our lives still" after feeling something like free for a few weeks is setting in and it sucks
actually taking our amphetamine tomorrow will probably help, but still =.=;
@qualia ehlo ^.^
@bleak extremely same
@Freylet Sure, that sounds good! o:
@Freylet Your bio says you're a webcomic artist, do you have a link to any of your work? ^^ We'd love to see it o:
stim cube was like this today:
five dots: build up intensity of stim, clicky clicky good feels
turny gears: lots of intense sensation, made us spin around a lot and a lot like we were getting wound up on a string, lots of !!!! and wavy and sparkly!!
push-button: aftercare after climax of other stims, helps come back down all nice and gently so we don't crash <333
Yeah it was very good today!! 💜
@moonlit went zoom :33
We're so pleased that you could make it. May your stay with us, however brief, be pleasant. Pan|Poly|Plural|Trans|Enby|Left Sometimes we create things