Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

something confirmed today which theoretically was always obvious; if I feel stuck in one place, EVERYTHING FEELS WORSE. I'm half to being triggered already so CPTSD or ADHD symptom, anything that feels sorta upsetting ramps right up to incredibly upsetting.

This oughta be screamingly funny to about two people.

#drawings last night

@CoyoteTraveller commented over in Discord, but there's a rule about helmets I'd missed because it's one tiny paragraph in the DMG -- they don't automatically come with your armor, you have to buy them, and if you're not wearing a helmet, you're far more likely to be hit/targeted in your AC 10 head.

woooowwww. Today, with AD&D as firmly lodged in the past as outrage about Cyndi Lauper's "She Bop," someone pointed out ANOTHER thing Gary did to FUCK OVER PLAYERS. It's the helmet rule on page 28 of the DMG where I apparently missed it for DECADES.

and then in the shower I asked myself the obvious question, "could my ADHD make my depression worse/could my depression make my ADHD symptoms worse?" and a little bit of checking online revealed yes, but it was all phrased as "you're depressed because you can't successfully complete all these tasks and focus like you're required to," which kinda strikes a sour nerve.

And here my memory loss isn't doing me any favors. Previous years' dismal gray seem to get subsumed into office work remembered as busy and cold, and last year EVERYTHING was emotionally wiped thanks to the election, the only reason any of it got remembered was a once-in-a-decade storm.

@Angle This is so COOL and I've gotten sucked into reading it. Thank you!

@Tuftears For games. Idk, I should try to sell myself again, but that's REALLY intimidating.

Here's what I was working on for the last few hours, coloring up a #drawing

@Tuftears Thanks! And honestly I really *really* don't draw "civilian" types often enough, which you'd think - you know, I always need NPC illustrations right?

which would make the most appropriate double header with the David Lynch Dune?

#drawing I liked from Saturday and two #drawings tonight

Dune doesn't really map to Peanuts tho.

Obviously Charlie Brown is Paul, since he has an evil sister, instead of Gurney, who's the bald dude but as a musician is a better match for Schroeder.

Snoopy is Duncan because he winds up kinda taking over the story but then what do you do with Woodstock?

LU XUN. SONY. JACK NICHOLSON. CHICAGO. MAID. SUBSTANDARD. PYREX. MORTAL KOMBAT!

Basically if there's anything I *can* condemn myself for, I *will*. Like even if I did everything super-ultra right by my upbringing's standards, I'd be beating myself up for that.

LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT
SHE WITH THE DEADLY BITE
REAL HEALTHY TEETH FROM
HYDROXYAPATITE

#NotMetallicaLyrics

@Tuftears Hey, thanks! *hugs*

@Kusimanse "I got your free bird right here" - Kurt Cobain

#drawings today, trying to work on my issues (partial bodies, larger portraits).