Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

yeah. I'm frustrated, feel pretty doomed and I'm getting the "everyone ELSE my age does meaningful important shit with their lives and I've accomplished what, exactly?" imho that's a sign that some childhood buttons have been pushed hard and I need a break if I'm to interview at all well later.

The world isn't about dinosaurs and long dead Greeks and making cool stuff, it's about paying insurance agencies and landlords, and the warehouse doors always stretch wide open to welcome me back.

Pfft.

oh MAN that was not a successful interview

turns out, both the Lacey and Seatac offices had been hiring. Seatac filled their position, so I interviewed for Lacey, for which I would be a PERFECT fit except for uh, Lacey.

on the other hand they don't do marine/fishing stuff, and if I can GET a job related to fishing that's a plus.

wow, it really is too early in the morning for Gaite Parisienne, swapping to Schostakovich 7 mvt 1 which is way more how I feel right now

we've switched the spaceship docking with spacestation music from Strauss' "Beautiful Blue Danube" to Offenbach's "Gaite Parisienne," let's see if that changes anything

no, Mister Bond, I expect you to listen to my theme music

da DWEE da doo dah
duh duh duh dee dum
da DWEE da doo dah
duh duh duh dee dum
DA DWEE DA DOO DAH!
DUH DUH DUH DEE DUM!
DA DWEE DA DOO DAH!
DA DWEE DA DOO DAH!
DA DWEE DA DOO DAH!
DUMMMMMM!

* Dame Shirley Bassey voice *

he loves only gold, only gold
he loves only gold, only gold
he loves GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *gasp*
OOOOOOOOOOOOLD!

#drawings tonight (okay technically finishing last night’s drawing too)

#subskeet okay so my idea for a horror anime is that you've got this dhampir vampire hunter who's actually Dracula's son, so he's a noble, a boyar. And you can't go around freely declaring you hunt undead, so his cover story is that he's an expert cook.

So the whole series is called, CHEF BOYAR D.

I need to remember that feeling terrible about myself is largely that if there's something out there I can clobber myself over the head with, I will.

I need to remember that I might not *be* desperately flawed and utterly unlikable. I just *feel* desperately flawed and utterly unlikable right now, which is bad in its own way.

https://www.nationaldaycalendar.com/november/world-vegan-day-november-1

so apparently November is World Vegan *Month*. Counter to what we've heard it's actually Lots of Nuts November. Nitrogen Fixer November.

@eredien Thanks!

No Nut November but there are other months about food allergies. Because it's relatively rare it doubles as No Nightshade November. There's No Dairy December. Gluten Free February.

I don't believe in wars where one side are only perfect saints and the other side are only dire war criminals. That's not how war works, there's a reason it's considered a bad thing that perhaps we shouldn't do all the time.

I'm not entirely sure how I went from dance music to "let's listen to 14 minutes or so of someone droning a Saxon charm for healing horses" but it's seasonal kinda, so running with it

* forgets the lyrics to this Heilung song and just yells out futhark runes, that'll basically do the same thing *

This is from 1989 in case you were wondering how much things actually changed since.

https://youtu.be/rZ4ZlCCPW8w?si=Pzl1zSyWEdp9b5AK

final days, even our pups know this is the age, question hangs heavy in the air, you know the routine.

"where you come from is GONE! Where you thought you were goin' to weren't never THERE! An' where you are ain't no good unless you can get away from it!"

*stomps accelerator*