@salixsericea I liked it, anyways
@bluestarultor Thank you! I'd still love to see (it's fantasy art after all). I really DO need to get off my ass and ink some, since pencilling is the most accessible thing I can do when I'm stressed. And remember there's a lot of things that make for better in art - outside of "can this artist deliver easily on schedule" inking always has a "is this a really pleasing contrast of dark and light."
I was thinking as a holdover from the holiday, that it is in fact possible to want to become a better person without currently being a BAD person (childhood and more recent definition). Initially I thought of health - I feel like I could be healthier but that doesn't make me constantly sick - but now I'm realizing the middle of the night art post knocked that loose since that's essentially a description of artist-hood applied to ethics.
@Bwee Hope it went about as smoothly as possible and recovery is okay.
It now occurs to me that being an artist includes the process of feeling fairly good about what I've created, learned or achieved AND knowing there are lots of other people far better at this, without it having to be a competition. That what I do is actually okay without having to be the best, whatever that is. It's so very different than the exclusive, competitive attitudes of everything in childhood.
@xinjinmeng paraphilias is when you got two of them ain't it?
@ziphi It's a favorite and I'm actually relistening now.
@Tuftears Hey thanks!
This last month has spent realizing that, if I'm around toxic people or events (for instance, thanks to prior terrible shit), terrible shit happening to me is likely thanks to the higher chance of terrible shit happening, not necessarily thanks to my innate flaws or "proper place" in the universe.
I guess the month ending with getting fired, is consistent.
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