Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Before 2017 I thought wishing death and suffering on my enemy was terrible; yes, they need to be defeated, but that's it right? But that changed real fast. I want THEM to wake up in the middle of the night anxious, with their stomach heaving contents up into their esophagi. I want THEM to be as closer to heart attacks as they've moved us. I want THEM to get tension headaches and fractured teeth from clenching jaws, I want THEM to feel crippled by the lack of a future.

https://nywolf.org/events/coyote-awareness-day hey check it out, Saturday is National Day of Coyote Visibility! Featuring coyote crafts and interactive activities!

Uh, okay, so rolling your own burritos is family friendly, but is pool sharking?

Head rush
Sugar rush
Midrash

OH MY GOD THE SAN DIEGO RAILROAD MUSEUM ACTUALLY DOES HAVE AN N SCALE VERSION I WANNA GO SO BADLY!

Re last boost and what you’re *clearly* wondering about this trestle is “when will they make it in N scale?”

WE’RE TWO MEN

WE’RE BURLY

THE GRAIL HAS BEEN HIDDEN FOR ALMOST TWO THOUSAND YEARS

AND IN ALL THAT TIME THE BROTHERHOOD OF TWO BURLY MEN HAVE SWORN TO DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT IT

G’morning I slept almost 8 hours and am gonna try staving off all the terrible feelings by drawing and drinking coffee again. How’re you doing?

"a foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds" presumably <10 INT, so most fighters, therefore has anyone statted out foolish consistency yet?

gyatei gyatei haragyatei harasogyatei boji sowaka

Gave $5 to a street person again today. Stupid fucking coyote wants to save everybody. Eh; its not like I’m going to survive for that much longer.

just take a moment to appreciate the accidental imagery that happens around computer graphics. Like an artist would probably not think to create a hovering orb of denim for its own sake, yet here we have one https://twitter.com/mousefountain/status/994301183182426113/photo/1

That’s no joon
That’s a jace station.

I actually didn’t know what the Met Gala was and work is very slow today so I looked it up. I now know what the Met Gala is, why it’s a big deal and why humanity should fucking go extinct already.

I grew up with very gendered expectations (and, as a pale bookish shy athletic outdoorsy kid who wasn’t good at football, I failed to meet any of em). A lot of us envied the favoritism the girls got, while we didn’t spot the down sides.

I have no idea who started the rumor that The Incredible Hulk lived in the girls’ bathroom and that’s why you couldn’t go in there EVER. Nevermind that Hulk doesn’t actually exist. But we believed this with the fervent assurance of any 4th grader.

two three fo
ON CANDY STRIPED LEGS THE SPIDER-MAN COMES
SOFTLY THROUGH THE SHADOWS OF THE EVENING SUN
STEALING PAST WINDOWS OF THE BLISSFUL DEAD
LOOKIN’ FOR THE VICTIM SHIVERIN’ IN BED
LOOK OUT! HERE COMES THE SPIDER-MAN!

Instrumental!

For a brief moment yesterday mis-read a sign in Oakland as;

no DUMPING
no BUMPING
no THUMPING

uuuugh what’s up fellow kids was up with weird anxiety earlier as opposed to now when I feel anxious during standard anxiety hours. is funny joke mozhet buit.

imagining having a nice little efficiency apartment/leaving daily for a job where I really feel wanted (which isn't necessarily art, but)/actually seeing someone on a regular basis/playing D&D with friends on Friday nights/eating fairly good Chinese take out/not living in the recession and gentrification that never ends/occasionally being able to get medical checkups/etc;

and that really is about as ambitious as I get.

So I understand when people imagine a good afterlife as here but nicer.

subtoot;

up with anxiety. I am also now kicking myself that I tried to do the "responsible" thing and work more day job instead of spending money and being "irresponsible" and maybe helping friends more.