McGuffin mining! Here in hideously exploitive conditions is the source of the. Known galaxy’s source of plot widgets. FREEEEEEEEDOM! #solo
“In lando’s closet” has to be a euphemism for something. #PervyClankies
Doesn’t pretty much everyone need a little bit of Wookiee oomph now and then? #solo
You were always an asshole, Gorman.#solo
Ooh jungle book II, vaguely inspired by stuff derived from ideas Rudyard Kipling might have had! #fart
drugs
For some reason @Earthshine doesn’t agree with me that watching Point Break and Bram Stoker’s Dracula would be a great activity while baked. BUT KEANU!
So I answered my own questions;
1) my boss at this last place mistreated me, though not necessarily deliberately.
2) drawing satisfies 3 of 4things really important to me and gives a temporary sense of the fourth, so of course I'm motivated to do it! I've been justifying the outlay of time and effort to myself as "at some point I'll go f/t professional," but maybe I don't NEED to go pro nor justify it.
This brings me to the question of "do I actually want to go f/t pro?" which is complex.
I'm driven to improve my drawing and painting, but it's hard to reconcile my belief that I'm building skills to do this for a living, with my incredible lack of hope about ever successfully escaping this mess.
If I really feel that hopeless, why am I that motivated? If I really feel that motivated, why don't I have optimism to match?
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.