Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

this one really silly thing makes me feel a hundred times better.

just this gigantic intersection of all my issues. Oh man does that suck!

Home, home again.
I like to be here when I can.
When I come home cold and tired,
It's good to warm my bones beside the fire.
Far away, across the fields,
The tolling of the iron bells
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly-spoken magic spells.

hey, you can only throw your own head, it's against the rules to throw anybody else's head. #moviequotes

https://youtu.be/5tFtdKIH3Y4

duuuude. I'm like totally stoked to be at your digs on the occasion of your daughter's wedding. And I totally hope her first grom catches some major air.

https://youtu.be/NM0PndALhIY

my candidate for the music for the Great Ghost Dance that will end the Fifth Age and usher in the Sixth. #Shadowrun #neeeerd

subtooting y'all;

I really wish I could hang out naked with a subset of my trans friends with or without anything else happening, just for the body acceptance.

omg I forgot about possibly the best piece of WH40K fanart I've ever done, a SEXY LIBRARIAN!

https://www.deviantart.com/pachycrocuta/art/sexy-sexy-librarian-360371759

from a response on Birdsite;

how do you even "act homosexual" in Rainbow Six, wearing a MARPAT feather boa and using jazz hands to signal other fireteam members?

okay that makes three days in a row that I've had little crying jags in the morning, invariably linked to being through or mostly through a ton of responsible adulthood.

damn. Sadly nobody has done a dance remix of "Pickle Surprise," despite how I can actually vividly imagine it

thmp thmp thmp thmp thmp thmp
take an English Muffin
thmp thmp thmp thmp
spread sandwich spread
thmp thmp thmp thmp
plop the ham thusssssssly [with distort]
[frantically fast instrumentals]

International Day of Breakfast, but I prefer to use the old form, International Day of Pancakes, during which we used to demonstrate for pancake solidarity throughout the world.

I wish it weren't so easy to feel completely broken. Admittedly 2-3 AM is not exactly the most unbiased time to go evaluating your life.

Okay. Going with my "moving real slow" theme for today, I'm gonna swap locations, maybe go home for a little.

This isn’t a great selfie but I kinda liked it… and my self image has been in the toilet, so here’s what I think is so irredeemably ugly, and maybe I just look like a person.

also, watching this video of scale model shows. I really wish modelmakers could please back off this weird worship of the Waffen SS. It's just kinda gross to me, like oh hey you can treat prisoners however you want but if you have awesome camouflage ponchos we want to make models of you.

I am still feeling really broken right now.

I still feel bad, but not completely terrible. This one thing hit all of my baggage. I think I might move very slowly for the rest of the day, maybe for a few days.

I need to remember that there are a lot of reasons people might like me.

Okay, I had a little crying jag, and I have the GOOD variety of bowl noodle as breakfast, and I walked away from something that was upsetting me. And I got some good news in the mail, and did put in for a fuckton of jobs.

Trying to breathe. Trying to remember my life is more inclusive and large and cumulative than what's making me unhappy right now.