Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

wow, that was a horrid little fear spike. I splashed water on my face and neck and did some square breathing and now I think I'm ready for a nap; some of this is probably fatigue.

It is kinda weird that Lloyd Alexander uses “Gurgi” instead of “Gwrgy.” I mean it’s Prydain, what’s another w between friends?

Tempted to rail about politics but eh, everyone else does.

Initial plans to drop by a birthday party at a dim sum place didn’t happen, but this was by Sheng Kee bakery so I got so many buns! And, went to a Korean place in this very Chinese area, and ate a huge bowl of duk manduguk.

Darn my phone doesn’t autocomplete vanir, disir, hlidskjalf, jotun, sleipnir, ljosalfar, svartalfar, or mjolnir. But it does recognize Aesir and suggests capitalizing Sleipnir! #WouldYouKnowMore

I really do want a fursuit eventually!

Slept poorly last night. But I did sleep better than Friday night! So I'm hoping that's a trend which continues. I'm also feeling more anxious than depressed lately - yay?

It's okay to not be happy, it's okay to be upset by things, it's okay to not want things or find them scary.

okay and now I have songs from Die Dreigroschenoper going through my head, which would be great if I actually spoke German at all well and remembered more lyrics

there are few who can deny
at what I do I am the best
for my talents are renowned far and wide
gewusst kommt auch mal zu mir einmal eine
und dann musst ich wissen, was ich tu
und wenn er gelt hat
und wenn er nett ist
und sein' Kragen wird auf Wirtags rein

Being human is a sprawling squishy sloppy mess. A wonderful rave and a bad case of the shits all at once.

has anyone ever created a Terrence McKenna bot to augment EDM and make it even more electronic? #Dome #TheWallsAreCrawlingWith #GeometricProgressions

before you knew it all the kinfolk all were sayin'
you better get away from there
this little Clampett's got his own cement pond
this little Clampett he's a millionaire

* blasts 1200 Micrograms *

so this awesome piece of furry art (SFW, but has animal skull; http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28430866/) got me to Steve Martin's "King Tut" then to the beginning of The Mummy Returns;

1) I love how there's no chariots because it's the Old Kingdom

2) why does Anpu manifest his blessing as a scorpion? Why would the Scorpion King ask Anpu for aid instead of Serqet, Anhur or Seth (he's from a desert)?

3) betcha thought serving Anpu forever would be nicely chill. Wrap some bodies, pull brains out noses. NOPE.

I introduced an autistic/ADD 25 year old to the concept of “Spongebong Hemp-pants” I AM A BAD PERSON

unsure what's been up the last 12 hours or so with the anxiety/hypervigilence

That point in insomnia where you've drifted from the initial anxiety or acid reflux, to either being mellow and wanting to stay up forever, or being really anxious about what time it is and how much sleep you're missing.

some sort of weird anxiety spike. Housemates clunking around late at night near my room, much later than usual, really set me off.

it is good to remember that some things are good, will be good. People are making awesome drawings (sometimes I'm one of those people) and there are cats.

Things aren't bad, but I am having a dip in confidence. It's probably partly being dead tired.

A foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds.

something something something is the goblin, bugbear, and ogre mage/oni. It's late and I'm a little too tired to come up with a good joke.