Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

Tweeted at Ben Shapiro that I was ashamed to share an ethnicity with a lying Nazi collaborator sack of shit. The only reason it feels at all bad is fear of bullying, such people are incapable of changing their minds.

Israelis ardently support Likud, Americans support Republicans, etc, but Tories seem to exist *without* support from average Brits who apparently like living in a complete disaster. Am I just missing that chunk of population, or is British political process that truly fucked up?

oh no I have busted ass on looking for work today and consequently am pretty much not interested in moving/getting healthy sunlight/cooking/being not a complete lump.

YES I KNOW MY ENEMIES
THEY'RE THE TEACHERS WHO TAUGHT ME TO FIGHT ME!
COMPROMISE!
CONFORMITY!
ASSIMILATION!
SUBMISSION!
IGNORANCE!
HYPOCRISY!
BRUTALITY!
THE ELITE!
#ungh #SHIT!

"Our clients are an international supplier working with what Seattle is best known for..."

oooh I know seasonal affective disorder!

gentrification?

everything closing at 1900 at latest?
* cranks Nirvana *

don't let money be an obstacle to playing Pathfinder 2e! For only $50 - less if you find a used copy - not only do you get a combination players' and game master reference, but you also get a GIANT TOME you can use as a paperwork or spend one action to use it to improve your AC!

something something insomnia something

home, home again
I like to be here when I can
when I come home, cold and tired
it's good to warm my bones besides the fire
far away, across the fields
the tolling of the iron bells
calls the faithful to their knees
to hear the softly spoken magic spells.

no, *you're* stoned and listening to Howard Shore as a break between Zeppelin tracks. and then "Time" since it's my favorite Floyd track and I've never actually listened to it while baked.

hypothetical; you, as the DM playing Strahd von Zarovich, wish to vel... I mean welcome the PCs to Castle Ravenloft. You want to avoid the Toccata and Fugue in D Minor because it's too predictable. What do you choose instead?

do NOT comment "the little children of the night, what sweet music they make. Of course, one who was not a hunter would not understand" on all the Bach organ fugues

I run through the world thinkin’’bout tomorrow, thinkin’’bout tomorrow, thinkin’’bout tomorrow!
I am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me on my birthday deathbed!
I am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me ‘cause I’m dead and bloated!

I wasn’t clever enough to avoid staying for dinner so the usual; it’s taking forever, they’re snappish at each other and presumably there’s a chance she’ll snap at me (when you’re a kid you don’t know that your failure to hop to it in just the right way isn’t an innate moral failing). I feel very stuck, trapped and treading water.

Facing an old issue. ADHD might elegantly explain some consistent problems (RSD, inability to focus on this stuff I do only because it’s required of me and feeling stuck there, and I’m always doing it wrong etc). But that could also be PTSD/CPTSD right? And worse I know you can get CPTSD from people reacting badly to ADHD. Testing reveals work is where I’m least focused and motivated. I guess a label doesn’t matter, what’s important is the negative feelings and how to hack them.

My anger at tech for “everything’s been gentrified out of financial reach” and “brick and mortar places have largely gone away so Amazon can grind bodies, souls and communities to nothing,” is this Venn diagram overlap of resenting Musk, resenting AI and its fans, resenting NFTs, and resenting WotC. Just a lot of vague low lying consistent anger.

“Get out of here bird, they need you on the ground.”
“WHAT? YOU’LL BE DESTROYED FOR SURE!”
“You heard me!”
“ONWARD MY BRAVE HAWKMEN! LET THIS BE KNOWN FOREVER AS FLASH GORDON’S DAY!”

“General Karla, Flash Gordon approaching.”
“Whatta y’mean, ‘Flash Gordon approachin’?”
“On a Hawkman Rocket Cycle.”
#FLASH #AAAAAA

Again, reminded of how I love "Akira's" soundtrack. Pulling on traditional music means you can't think of the setting as just futuristic, modern and Indonesian instruments mean you can't think of it as just Japanese. It's very grounded, but not in a way you can easily classify.

oh yeah it's my favorite Naxatras track, "Sucking, Bubbling Noises and Giggling"

weirdly, this is also my favorite Kyuss track

and my favorite Floyd track

I'm not sure what the connection is.

the correct answer to "tell me about a time you failed" in a job interview is always "there was that botched wetworks job in Uppsala, but I don't think THEY want me telling just anyone about it."