job hunt finished, perhaps John Barry's theme for "Zulu" will provide me with motivation to go cook/eat something which isn't a pastry and a cup of coffee. #uSuthu
death
friends here talking about bears suddenly brought up the memory of her saying "Bears are brutal and murderous, they're not cute" and I said "yeah but I'm a hyena [the fursona she knew me by] and *they're* cute"
damn it why was it her and not me? She was a great artist! She had a wife who loved her!
oh boy do I want to work in Bellevue for $17/hour? Would I like to be an executive assistant for $19-21/hour and under 40 hours weekly in downtown Seattle? Would I like to move to Bremerton? Would I like to be a delivery driver for Amazon?
crap, anyone need to a blow job? I think I'm good at it and it'd be a lot more spiritually and fiscally rewarding than this bullshit.
political adjacent opinions, mh -
When Germany turned to fascism, their country had been half-wrecked after decades of building prosperity and national identity, and they followed a war veteran who wrote an only semi-coherent book while in prison. When American turned to fascism it was a follow up to 40 years of total bullshit rooted in our long history of racism, where we wrecked *ourselves*, and a nigh illiterate snake oil salesman who slimes his way out of any chance of facing prison. This doesn't say great things about Americans.
The moral arc of the universe bends towards rich assholes pushing whatever egregious shit they currently want.
Doesn't mean I have to like it.
Images, fantasy creatures, undead, eye contact
Trying to figure out more of the movements and feeling out lighting choices inking #drawings from last month. Harpy surprises halfling wizard; a deer centauress and Ravenloft’s “wolfwere” Hakon Lukasz; two undead.
On The Road Again https://youtu.be/eW6BN_fTpAk via @YouTube
as long as I'm torturing myself, something about this track really seems to describe the atmosphere of cons
mh/abuse history
ran into two more things that support ADHD as an elegant explanation of what happened;
* discussion of how PF2e rules aren't really user friendly (especially presentation) explains why I have problems focusing on the rules despite how I love D&D and similar, but also got into "dyscalcula" being partly the person hate *hates* being on the spot to churn out basic math
* discussion of someone who innately associates cleaning up with being punished thanks to the abusive manner in which it was presented
@noelle a friend actually *is* currently sewing accurate medieval European braes so reading the phrase "period underwear" had me very confused for a moment there
coyote sing along hour, all caps, medical/genital imagery in lyrics
meat eatin' orchids forgive no-one just yet
cut my hands on angel hair and baby's breath
broken hymen of your highness I'm turned black
throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back
HEY
WAIT
I GOT A NEW COMPLAINT
forever in debt to your priceless advice
* presses face right up against the camera *
EIGHT SECRET SOCIETIES YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT
* the Brotherhood of the Blatantly Obvious Handshake
* the Loyal Order of Water Bears
* the Society of the Analog Future
* the Knights of the Everyday Very Well Known Shrine
* the Society of the Open Palm Fist
* Big Bo DeBois and His Dixieland Slingers, who registered as a secret society by mistake
Images, fantasy humanoids, eye contact, very cleaned up trophy head
#drawings today, elf barbarian with sickle-sword vs dwarf with spiked armor, and a human horse barbarian with javelins and bartered/plundered armor.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.