Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

I honestly think part of what's been hitting so hard emotionally lately is the oh hey you thought you were done with winter have some freezing temperatures and snow.

apparently in this mood right before bed, now...

Where is the horse and the rider?
Where is the horn that was blowing?
Where is the helm and the hauberk and the bright hair flowing?
They have passed like rain in the mountains,
Like wind in the meadow.
The days have gone down in the west
Behind the hills into shadow.

talisman,
I've been sleeping on the ground
far too long
under your stone
shed some light
move your magic
take some time
show me how,
talisman.

oh sunshine
your loving beauty passed me by
should I waste my time
in your valley, beneath your sky
Aaaaaaa!
Aaaaaaa!
Aaaaaaa, I am home!
you move your own mountain
the trees have grown, the trees have grown!
now it's over,
now it's over and I'm going home!

Lost as I may be
in the fog of my own noise and trivialities
Grand Holy Mother, grant me clarity;
I am standing on the edge of forever, forever.

Subtweet. Benefiting from "white privilege" isn't quite the same thing as racism, especially not if I'm only white when it's convenient for someone to assign me whiteness. Do you really think my ancestors wanted to leave the middle east? Do you really think they wanted to leave Spain? Do you honestly think they'd be here if Ukraine was a great place to be around 1900?

Cause while I may benefit from privilege, there are ACTUAL FUCKING RACISTS out there you could go after for being, you know, MORE RACIST than just sittin' around being pale. I've been trying to do my bit; what are YOU doing other than throwing blame?

Go pull your fucking liberal guilt on some other kike, you fucking piece of shit.

seriously, all the anger is seeping out, and this might be a good night to have half an edible and listen to Kyuss and Zeppelin

meat eating orchids forgive no-one just yet
cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath
broken hymen of your highness I'm turned black
throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back.
HEY
WAIT
I GOT A NEW COMPLAINT
forever in debt to your priceless advice
HEY
WAIT
I GOT A NEW COMPLAINT
forever in debt to your priceless advice
your advice
your advice
your advice
#instrumental

STANDING WITH THE FURY THAT THEY HAD IN '66
AND LIKE E DOUBLE I'M MAD, STILL KNEE-DEEP IN THE SYSTEM'S SHIT!
HOOVAH!
HE WAS A BODY REMOVAH!
I'LL GIVE YOU A DOSE BUT IT CAN NEVER COME CLOSE
TO THE RAGE BUILT UP INSIDE OF ME,
FIST IN THE AIR IN THE LAND OF HYPOCRISY!

STANDIN' IN LINE
BELIEVIN' THE LIES
Y'BOWIN' DOWN TO THE FLAG
Y'GOT A BULLET IN YOUR HEAD
A BULLET IN YOUR HEAD!
A BULLET IN YOUR HEAD!
A BULLET IN YOUR HEAD!
YOU GOT A BULLET IN Y'FUCKING HEAAAAAD!

#drawings today- furry stuff and DnD? A jackal in latex, a tough hyena, a vulpine swashbuckler climbing into an enemy stronghold while under fire, and a naked censored wolf. And listening to Infected Mushroom.

Asking for advice;

How do I say no to seeing my parents (they want to meet up every weekend, and it’s terrible for my emotional health and my free time)?

Like if I say no to Saturday they’ll ask about Sunday. Trying to keep time down for each visit can help (my folks can and do keep me for 4-10 hours at a stretch), but I’m trying to figure out how to say “I don’t want to/don’t have resources to meet up this weekend” other than lying, having real stuff to do, or simply not answering the phone.

Today I’m angry in that “one hour of being stoned, thirty minutes of drawing, fifteen minutes playing capoeira or fencing, or five minutes with friends would completely flip my feelings about this shitty world” way.

Doctor Strange is so otherworldly and uncanny he actually reads The Village Voice rather than just paging through to get to the cartoons.

Doo doo doo, gonna have my sanctum sanctorum in Greenwich Village, but it’s gonna be a small mansion rather than tucked at the back of a used bookstore or some shit, and also gonna get me a big huge weird window so that nobody can possibly guess weird crap goes down here.

@egypturnash thought of you today, thanks to another reminder of the weird not-southern-not-AAVE Cajun accent that literally nobody who isn’t local to you can ever successfully imitate.

Thank you but no, despite my politics I am not interested in rejoining the ACLU, I am not interested in donating to the ACLU.

Beholder Gonna Fuck You Up https://youtu.be/jEZyDz3BGNo via @YouTube

ssssssssuuuuuuuck
SSSSSSSUUUUUCK
KOFF! koff koff
heeheeheehee

#drawings today, a frost dragon pursues a flying wizard away from its den in an old temple in the mountains! Two adventurers are surprised by a resurrected or possibly undead wizard emerging from lava (I was thinking of the part in Hellboy when Rasputin emerges from a pool of blood)! Also I was listening to the Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade soundtrack while drawing.

SOMETIMES IT RAINS INSIDE MY HEAD
TILL THE WORDS RUN DRY
WALLS ARE BREATHING, HANDS ARE REACHING UP
TO TOUCH MY THIGHS
NO THEY DON'T HAVE TO TAKE YOU AWAY

*runs off to "Underworld" to see if there's any new Planescape stuff with Tony Diterlizzi art *