mh -
Somehow the little firefox pocket thing showing me that really sadistic article about restarting loans, near an article about how great it is to take sleeper cars, really set off all the bitterness about how I want to travel and learn languages and martial arts, and go to cons and restart hobbies, but it's my glorious destiny to make money for my landlords in what's obviously an elistist society.
And I'd been doing pretty okay about all the emotional stuff involving regrets and fear for a while. Idk.
https://www.traderjoes.com/home/products/pdp/cheddar-gruyere-melange-cheese-095552
the cheese extends life. the cheese expands consciousness. the cheese is vital to space travel. the spacing guild and its navigators whom the cheese has mutated over 4000 years
I hate how this EATS spoons. And it always fucking happens because invariably I make mistakes though I’m unsure how much is unclear direction vs my inability to focus on tasks (which might be different from being a stupid inept moron who invariably fucks up)
A D&D thing I think would be interesting; goblins are actually fey creatures in the same way gnomes are, where setting fires, overeating, cruelty, and other stereotypical extravagances are what keep goblins tied to the other world. Hobgoblins and bugbears are stable hybrids of goblins with more mortal orcs or humans, more worldly and stable and less innately magical.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.