Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

#drawings this evening, I also fixed something wrong in an earlier drawing

and they're only gonna change this place
by killing everybody in the human race
and they would kill me for a cigarette
but I don't even want to die just yet

Although I guess a silver lining as well as a down side of all this;

I'm NOT used to stepping back from anger because being angry (without being able to do anything about it) is uncomfortable (rather than because I want to avoid trouble).

Fortunately, I feel like personal growth - I finally have the adult voice I needed in childhood telling me I'm not an out of control monster, that I can actually be at fault in some ways without it being this complete condemnation of character, what's going on really IS upsetting/intended to upset - tells me I am emotionally capable of stepping away from anger, and that I'm worthy of not being enraged if I don't want to be.

I think I need to seriously work on getting my UK passport and/or getting a sidearm and a lockbox.

It’s like virtue signaling, only to the Totenkopf-Verbands.

Surf groups all have names like The Kaijus and do songs like Khornate Juggernaut

#drawings so far today, lots of nudity/not feeling like drawing clothes

Wild how the movie “Gladiator” and Julius Fucik’s “Entrance of the Gladiators” were inspired by the same painting and yet that tune never shows up in that movie.

Oh no, you’re talking about a PILATES studio. This is the PIRATES studio, where we burn fat by leaping onto tables, and doing sweeping low line parries while flashing a rakish grin. Common misunderstanding.

oh yeah it’s my favorite Tom Waits song, “Üüuuuuh.“ Three minutes of Tom singing nothing but “Üüuuuuh” with industrial clanking noises. OH YEAAAH

Way less intimate just-shaved photos; cleaned up my legs.

yeah I'm just not up for anything, am going to fall over some. Sorry folks

#drawings today, trying to push past some bad hypervigilence.

I do NOT like feeling so violently angry and frankly "so violently angry" is the only reaction I can have to Nazis operating as such freely, or to the second richest man in the world systematically destroying one of my most frequently visited websites, all because he's paranoid about Jews, Queers and Blacks (and tell me, what does THAT sound like to you?)

And a selfie with the falls in the background! Normally I wear a shapeless old “boonie hat” but today was overcast and even drizzly; it’s kinda weird to have a selfie without the hat!

Even more Olallie State Park

Some photos of this morning’s hike in Olallie State Park!

I cede the trail to three women, all of whom are natural 10s who could have stepped out of an Utamaro print, except for they have light breathable hiking clothes way nicer than my T-shirt and jeans.

We’re at the part where I want to teleport to the trailhead (shouting BAMF! does not work) and I’m thinking about food. I was gonna get Singapore style noodles at this one place near the bookstore, but it’s Sunday and I’ve been exercising like crazy, I think a bowl of menudo would be in order.