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I really wish my gender and sexuality issues weren’t so completely tied up in all the other abuse issues. I feel like it’ll take 20 years of therapy even vaguely sort this thing out to the point where I decide on HRT and I don’t have that much time.

#drawing today

Today's thought; all abuse tells you the same thing - "you're unimportant and bad, and I can do as I please to you" - but psych abuse only is so subtle you're not even sure it's there, whereas physical abuse works almost opposite. It's so immediate you don't have space to consider there's nastier messages coded in it.

reported the Hillsdale College ads about "needing to say no we're not going to do this [to 'these woke revolutions']" as hate speech. Which won't go anywhere, but fuck rich white supremacists getting in the way of me listening to Donovan.

thump thump BANG
thump thump BANG

thus... thus...
daeodon daeodon EIN ZWEI DREI VIER

THE DAEODON GIRL
THE DAEODON GIRL
I WANT TO LIVE WITH THE DAEODON GIRL
I COULD BE HAPPY THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HER

#ThisAgain #Filk

Just one #drawing today!

I just asked a teenager to unfollow my Bluesky because sometimes I post NSFW/adult content, and I now feel like a major heel for doing so (even though I would have felt bad for NOT doing so)

Today was slow then I had more time in the evening than originally thought so I drew all 12 D&D character classes, I wanted to do less obvious ancestries for the PCs. #drawings

werewolf the apocalypse game where the characters must defeat a Bane inspired by Tim Curry in "Ferngully" with a musical number, similar to the end of "Rock And Rule"

okay, the pagan thing I was going to rush roasting rosemary potatoes for has been pushed out to NEXT weekend, so I can stand down (potatoes will keep okay)

My paycheck showed up and I am no longer literally broke!

How I spent my Independence Day in four photos. CW food, implicit fantasy violence. #drawings

I plan to celebrate July 4 by making cu pi doufu and eating this can of 8 Treasure Rice I found in my pantry. This is actually more about how my paycheck hasn’t shown up and this is in the house, but seems pretty celebratory anyway.

#drawing today, CW graphic violence, firearms, WWII #bskyart #werewolfwednesday

fine, it's time for Metallica's BEST song

(lest you were wondering, I'm using 4d6 minus lowest)

16 13 15 13 14 05

OH FUCK YES RANGER OR BARBARIAN the dump stat varies depending on which

AND THE EARTH BECOMES MY THRONE
I ADAPT TO THE UNKNOWN
UNDER WANDERING STARS I'VE GROWN
BY MYSELF BUT NOT ALONE
I ASK NO-ONE!

* guitar solo *
* leaps across the horrifying void to board the Githyanki astral yacht, +3/+5 vs fire using longsword gleaming *
* promptly rolls an 8 *

okay, it's time for Master of Puppets

and you know what THAT means right?

10 14 12 13 09 17

Darn, not quite good enough for ranger, but I bet this'd make an awesome magic-user, cleric or multiclassed thief

trying to convince the organizers of a spiritual retreat that a drum circle with playing hackey sack is a ritual about sea otters given the game's mythic associations with Santa Cruz

CW food photo

Cold sesame noodles, but not nearly enough of them!