oh heck yes someone did a chiptunes version of my favorite Nirvana song
this is clearly what plays during the Grays Harbor stage
uspol adjacent doomerism
"Trump has only four months to live"
yeah well when my Grampa died it was 8 months after the doctors gave him 2 months to live, and this was someone a decade older who'd grown up in a slum and been badly injured multiple times
and even so a lot of horrible shit can happen in 4 months
so pardon me if I don't share the optimism
God forgive me for thinking of a death as optimism.
Gotta remember:
1) a neurotypical/differently broken person doesn’t understand repeatedly telling me I did it wrong, or just barging into my stuff to check it because I’m ’of course wrong, is off putting. The same way they don’t understand I’m not automatically thrilled to be stuck in an isolating, vulnerable place with uncompelling tasks and no obvious reward day after fucking day and am already feeling trapped.
2) or they could just be assholes intentionally and I have to deal with that.
rant uspol adjacent
yeah I think that CLUNK noise you heard was my desire to listen to this one YouTuber any more hitting the ground as it fell. Aside from "we want to create orbital data centers for profiteering and send our ruling classes into space while everyone else staffs warehouses" what vision of the future does the right have to fucking offer? How exactly is the technology and potential change in new ideas created by a move to clean energy, sustainable forestry and wider spread access to health care a LACK of imagination on the left?
FUCK you, dude. I'm sorry I wasted my time listening to you even if it did move my politics leftwards earlier.
coyote song along hour again
I run through the world thinking about tomorrow, thinking about tomorrow
I run through the world thinking about tomorrow, thinking about tomorrow
I am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me on my birthday deathbed!
I am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me cause I’m dead and bloated!
NOW AH KNEW A LADY CAME FROM DULUTH
SHE GOT BIT BY A DOG WITH A RABID TOOTH
SHE WENT TO HER GRAVE JUST A LITTLE TOO SOON
AND FLEW AWAY HOWLIN' BY THE YELLOW MOON
WHERE DO BAD FOLK GO WHEN THEY DIE
DON'T GO TO HEAVEN WHERE THE ANGELS FLY
GO TO A LAKE OF FAHR AND FRY
WON'T SEE 'EM AGAIN TILL THE 4TH OF JULY
My parents are still around and goodness knows how my housemate for starters would react so I can’t take myself out, and of course I want things to be better than to just not exist, but I can’t help thinking there’s really no reason to keep going, looking forward to something is for people more important and worthy than me; I’d like to skip ahead to the part where I’m no longer here trying to cope.
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