Rain Dog @Leucrotta@awoo.space

there wasn't enough work today, so I went home early, and am still cranking on job hunting

I'm pretty sure neurotypicals understand that grinding through uninteresting day job, or job applications with no payoff are no fun. What I don't think they understand is that for the ADHD these are small eternities of no fun.

three panties of plain silk for the elves, the eldest children

seven plaid boxers for the dwarves, great miners and craftsmen usually represented as scots

and nine patterned with robots and dalmatians and tikis and who knows what for men, who of all things prefer variety in undergarments

but they were all of them deceived

for in the fires of mount doom in the land of Mordor a new pair of boxer shorts were sewn. And into them, Sauron poured his malice, his cruelty, and his supa-sexy buttocks

Today’s #drawings

Proudly declaring myself to be VENGEANCE! THE NIGHT! and BATMAN! in my best Kevin Conroy voice

during Danny Elfman’s “March of the Dead”

interrupts White Wedding with "whoa I didn't know Guy Fieri sung"

better than any of the negativity I could possibly spew, check out THIS cool thing

https://youtu.be/Rlkjf-i5_Qw

managed to survive today and at the end of it was really clearly conscious that no, I'm not utter shit from shit people, I'm being pretty steadily stressed out by stuff I'm vulnerable to, and I didn't have an ADHD meltdown at anyone.

Last night’s #drawings fwiw, there’s some graphic violence and a primitive firearm.

https://morethanjustparks.substack.com/p/blm-announces-plan-to-fell-oregons

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wow, if I'm still bouncing between self-hate, shame and anger like this, they got me good.

Glad everything I’ve done manages to step back “there’s nothing to live for and I can’t off myself, I’m trapped” into “I ran into old issues which truly make me feel awful, plus I’ve had some bad stress recently and I’m feeling trapped right now.” However I still feel bad and would just like to get out of here to draw etc.

you don't understand I HAVE to look at cat pictures to study their anatomy and saying things like "tiny pudj does A Violence" is part of the overall gestalt

I realize just *being willing to entertain thoughts like these* is gender dysphoria but I still feel like it’s wanting to be a girl to get off the hook rather than a true and valid desire.

Hey Washington residents! The fucking Nazis have state bills to harm our community, here’s more news;

https://translegislation.com/bills/2026/WA

Trying to figure out if literally any joke I could possibly make about “Retiree Rumble™️, Capcom’s game of battling senior citizens” would be horrifyingly offensive.

Last night’s #drawing helped emotionally recover from 2/3 things yesterday. That third was a doozy, fuck…

edible and Mdou Moctar was definitely a good idea

Republicans aren’t human and need not be treated as such.

fuckin’ crazy how people seem great with AI art in a fandom full of not well off artists and which encourages creating your own characters

fuckin’ crazier how people being just great with AI art in said fandom isn’t cause for the Albigensian Crusades but fans peeing their diapers somehow is

my BODY is a DEVICE

for changing NATURAL DOPAMINE DEFICIENCY

into INCREASINGLY unsatiated NEED FOR DOPAMINE