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So I feel really emotionally ugh today. Anger, anxiety, sadness. I feel like a lot of the last few months I’ve been fucked up as emotional fallout of the abusive, trapped, stuck situation I had in 2017.
The good; if that’s how messed up I can get from one terrible year, maybe I should be more forgiving of the speed at which I haven’t recovered from childhood.
The bad; just how badly fucked up emotionally will I be for long if I make it out of the Bay Area or into an art gig?
ah yes, the symbol of the ancient kings of Krull. The Kruller! An elegant doughnut, not so clumsy or random as a maple bar.
Naw I'm just kidding. It's the Glaive! which for whatever reason is a funky shuriken from that shop in the mall where you got your EVEN AWESOMER katana. And not a polearm at all. #krull
ah yes, that distinctive Horner musical cue which indicates that Our Heros are about to fight xenomorphs, or wolfen, or possibly Klingons. #krull
That's IT? You dudes have enslaved myriad worlds and all you can come up with is plonking the castle from the Dark Crystal down in the middle of the landscape, and having a pep rally on horseback? We're told the Slayers have decimated the land and all we're seeing is people in costumes which wouldn't fly at Faire with Olde Magic Acetelyene Torches. #krull
okay so check this out; Dune has protagonists who are high school age, weird mystic powers, a not-particularly-understanding fixation on Islamic culture, weird monsters, evil authorities, big martial arts fights, and war.
THEREFORE it would be a perfect anime series.
I'm now trying to find Yoh Yoshinari's contact information online but nobody's posted it anywhere.
This person, this traitor, is more valuable to us than ten solid hours of spitting and overacting!
Soooo I got another sketchbook and some more pencils to make sure I’m covered during May. Seriously I burn through paper sometimes. Now i’m on the bus outta here.
Within 30 minutes I passed, and interacted with, two women I parsed as trans and both times my mind went “ally/okay person.” I’m not sure that’s the healthiest assumption out there (God knows assuming people are okay because they’re Jews is a great way to mess yourself up).
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
Occasionally NSFW art and discussion, please do follow if you're 18+.