DAMNIT JAPAN IS MAKING ME CRY AGAIN
uspol, bitter
Like the single day's gonna have about four or five things which are completely horrible; like the morning will start with Pence golfing with Klansmen, there'll be a shooting where the police plug everyone Black instead of the shooter, the entire EPA will be privatized, 45 will straight up say he was bought off in 2016, by evening we'll launch a special operations attack with lots of collateral casualties somewhere like Sweden, and we'll be expected to think this is somehow okay.
uspol, bitter
This week
* we sabotaged any chance of a lasting peace in Israel
* we had a couple of school shootings
* congress barely blocked an outrageous attempt to make the country shittier
* our policy towards illegal immigrants got that much nastier
* Republicans said some egregious shit, topped off by 45 being unusually racist even by 45 standards
I have this gut feeling sometime later this summer there's gonna be a day which'll be completely over the top ridiculous about this bullshit.
Re last boost
Between the time when the oceans drank Atlantis and the rise of the sons of Arius, I, Aku, the shape shifting master of darkness, unleashed an unspeakable evil. And unto this Conan! stepped forth to oppose me. Before the final blow was struck, I, his chronicler, who alone can tell thee of the future where my evil is law. Let me tell you of the days of high adventure!
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Work slowed up, I just want to go draw.
A thing I don’t like about myself is I’ve put in weight lately. I’m not fat, yet, but it’s all that very male looking stress fat distribution from rib cage down to hips rather than a woman’s more lower belly, thighs and breasts fat distribution. It’s like my fucking chest and belly hair or my fucking brow ridge, a reminder that I’ll never be a pretty girl.
work nothing
Hey kids what’s better than creating a new user entry and test licenses for a gigantic company with more money than a lot of countries?
Well how about doing it right next to a discussion of job applicants which prominently mentions the greatest failing in your entire work history, vaguely equivalent to being shown photos of how the tumor is right next to your lymph nodes?
Yeah that. All I can really do is put on the Ramones and try to trust my own competency, ha ha.
Lots of random gunk, but some drawings and cooking talk too. Obsesses about DnD and related topics. Left-leaning/profoundly frustrated politics. Black lives matter; trans rights are human rights.
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